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I met the boy of my dreams, and he likes me, a lot. But he
lives in another state. And I don't know what to
do..
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Chapter
Twenty-
Seven
I woke up to the strong smell of bacon in the air. I can practically feel my mouth watering as I trudged down the stairs. I walked into the kitchen to find Tristan cooking, flour all over his face, and tossing pancakes in the air. “Oh how I missed your cooking.” I said walking over to him and putting an arm around his waist. “Hey! I was going to bring you breakfast in bed.” He said looking down at me frowning. He leaned down and kissed me. “But breakfast on table sounds good too.” I laughed, walking over to the table grabbing the freshly squeezed orange juice on my way. I poured a huge glass and he set a tall stack of chocolate chip pancakes in front of me. “Eat up!” He said, sliding into the chair next to mine and squeezing my knee underneath the table. I took a bite. “Mmmm!” I said out loud. He laughed out loud, “That’s the kind of reaction I want to hear. Are they good?” I swallowed and took a huge gulp of orange juice. “Are they good? Good is an understatement. It’s…amazing.” I took another bite of pancakes and as he was leaning in for a bite of his, I saw him look at me out of the corner of his eye and then burst out laughing! “What? What’s so funny?!” I asked, completely confused. He leaned over and kissed me. “You had chocolate on your lip. A lot of it. But don’t worry, I got it.” My face flushed red out of embarrassment.
I practically licked my plate clean and brought it to the sink so I could start doing the dishes. I felt him put his arms around me, and move my hair away from my ear so he could whisper, “You don’t have to do that.” He started to kiss my neck, but finally turned me around and moved to my lips. “We could do something else.” He brought his hand to my face and kissed me more passionately. I dropped the plate I was holding and it shattered into pieces on the floor. And he lifted me onto the counter. My hands were placed around his neck and my legs wrapped around his waist. He picked me up and carried me into his bedroom and laid me back onto his bed. I started to take his shirt off, but he stopped me. “Are you sure you want this?” He didn’t want to push me into anything I didn’t want to do, but his eyes looked like they were praying for me to say yes. I bit my lower lip and nodded my head in agreement. I did want to, because I love him and I’m tired of waiting. And it happened. I knew that he was the only person that was special enough for me to lose my virginity to.
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Chapter
Twenty-
Four
(Emma’s
POV)
He leaned in his eyes closing. Our lips lingered but then the door flung open and Tristan was flung out. I saw Jake, jumping on top of him, swinging. Tristan fought back just as hard. I got out and ripped Jake off of him. “Jake, stop! STOP IT!” I shouted. And then it happened, he pushed me. Hard. So hard I fell down. Everyone that gathered around gasped as I hit the ground. I looked up, embarrassed. Tears raced down my cheeks and I got up and ran. And I didn’t stop. I heard him calling my name. “Emma, Emma wait!” I was in the school by now racing towards the bathrooms but I was pulled back. Tristan held my hands in his. “Are you okay? Are you hurt?” I shook my head and walked into his chest, crying. He whispered to me and told me it was okay, brushing the hair out of my face. I looked into his eyes, and that’s it. His lips crashed with mine. I felt something with Jake, something that’s probably gone now, but if you take that and multiplied it by a thousand, that’s what I had for Tristan. Fireworks exploded in my mind, my lips tingled, I could barely feel them. He pulled away. “I love you, Emma.” I nodded bringing his lips back to mine, because I could do it a million more times and it would still feel like the first. “I love you too.” He took my hand and led me outside. We got into my car and he drove. I knew exactly where he was going, to his secret place. To our secret place. A crack of thunder and a flash of lighting filled the air and sky when we just arrived. And it started to pour and he just turned and kissed me. And kissed me and kissed me and kissed me. I could honestly stay here forever. “I’d fight for you every day, Emma Saunders, just seeing your smile is enough for me to go crazy.” I couldn’t stop smiling. He got towels out of his car and he wrapped me up and we went underneath a huge rock that juts out and makes a place where we could stay dry. My head on his should, he traced shapes on my hand. “So, I was thinking. There’s this girl, and I like her a lot. I love her actually. And what I love most about her, is her smile. She drives me crazy. I have to fight for her honor. But she’s worth it. I want to spend my life with her. I want to see things I haven’t seen, with her. I want to spend every waking moment with her. With you.” He kissed my forehead. Let’s get out of here. We started walking back to the car but I stopped. He turned, “What?” “There’s this guy I like a whole lot. And he just drives me crazy. I love him. He fights for my honor and that’s what makes him worth it. I’m going to do things I’ve never done and I’m going to spend my life with him. With you. I love you.” I ran at him, full speed and right as I jumped I shouted “Catch me.” And he did. And he didn’t fall, not even stumble. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he kissed me carrying me to the car. We did what we used to, windows down, radio blasting, singing our hearts out. “STARSHIPS WERE MEANT TO FLYYYYYYY, HANDS UP AND TOUCH THE SKYYYYY, CAN’T STOP CAUSE WE’RE SO HIGHHHHHH,” I looked over at him, and right when we pulled up to my house, laughing, we were smashed by a car and I blacked out, the image of a thousand shards of glass flying everywhere in my mind..
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Chapter
Twenty-
Four
(Tristan’s
POV)
I saw her pull in to the junior parking lot, not another car there. This was it. I had to do this. I walked over and tapped on the window, my breath held. She gestured for me to get in the car. Okay, I’m in. Wait, now what. “Uhm, are you, uh, okay?” Stupid, stupid, stupid. Of course she isn’t she jumped out of a boat because she didn’t want to be near me for Christ’s sake. “Yeah, I’m all good. Thank you. Jake told me how you helped him find me.” I didn’t have to help find her, I needed to. I love her. “It was my fault. I felt obligated.” She shook her head. “No, it wasn’t your fault. I could have handled the situation so much better.” No, it was my fault. If I had gotten her back sooner, if I…this is my fault. I didn’t know what to say. There was a silence, and then she spoke. “So, how have you been? You and Danielle seem real happy..” If I knew her any less, I would have never known that she was jealous. But I know she is. I know her. Which I don’t understand. Danielle and I are nothing. What we had, that, that was something. “I’ve been better,” I said, “and Danielle and I broke up.” Her eyes shot up to me, she looked almost…excited. “What? You broke up?” I looked over at her, her blue eyes filled with hope. “Yeah, she cheated. But it’s not a big deal; I don’t really care about her.” I reached for my jacket, purposely brushing her hand. “You don’t?” No. “No, I have my eyes on somebody else.” I have my eyes on you. “I’m sure she really likes you. Why don’t you tell her?” And this was it, the moment I’ve been waiting for. I had to throw it all out there. Lay everything on the table. “I am.” And her jaw dropped. “You are.” She asked tears filling her eyes. I nodded and told her everything. Every last detail from the night of that party until now. She was crying now. I took her hands in mine. “Emma, you have to realize that I would never hurt you. I would never cheat on you. You know I know how that feels. I would never want you to feel the pain I had. You have to trust me.” She nodded her head. “I do, I do trust you.” I leaned forward, my eyes on her lips. My lids began to shut. I could feel her icy mint breath on my lips. Our lips lingered just brushing, and right before they were about to connect, I the passenger side door open, and I felt me being yanked away…
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Chapter
Twenty-
Three
After breakfast, Jake took me home. I couldn’t get Tristan off of my mind though. I dreaded the thought of school tomorrow. I knew I wouldn’t be able to wake up, so I thought I’d crash early. I picked out an outfit for school, took a shower, and slept and slept and slept..
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I woke up, got dressed and put my hair into loose curls. I missed my dad. A lot. I gave him a call and he told me how much he loved and missed me. I really needed that. I hopped in the car. I was early for school, figures. I listened to music in my car, but someone tapped on my window. I looked over and Tristan was standing outside my car. My heart stopped. I signaled for him to come in. He opened the door, sat down, and looked at me. “Uhm, are you, uh, okay?” I nodded. “Yeah, I’m all good. Thank you. Jake told me how you helped him find me.” He looked down playing with his fingers. “It was my fault. I felt obligated.” I shook my head, I couldn’t let him blame himself for me being stupid. “No, it wasn’t your fault. I could have handled the situation so much better.” There was an awkward silence that I decided to break. “So, how have you been? You and Danielle seem real happy..” “I’ve been better, and Danielle and I broke up.” Wait. “What? You broke up?” He looked over at me. “Yeah, she cheated. But it’s not a big deal; I don’t really care about her.” His hand brushed mine and a tingling feeling was left in its path. I was breathless. “You don’t?” He shook his head, “No, I have my eyes on somebody else.” Lucky girl. “I’m sure she really likes you. Why don’t you tell her?” No, don’t do that. You belong with me. His gaze held mine and he finally said, “I am.” ….
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Chapter
Twenty-
Two
I woke up the next morning in the same place I was, except Jake wasn’t there. I got up and looked around the whole place and he wasn’t anywhere. The car was gone from outside and he didn’t leave a note or anything. Why do people always seem to leave me…
I called Katie once again for her to come pick me up because I was abandoned. I got in the car and as soon as I sat down I said, “I don’t want to talk about it.” Everything was perfect last night, absolutely perfect. I’m starting to think it’s me why everyone keeps running away..
I got home and I took a shower. After I got out, I paced around my room, phone in hand wondering if I should call him or not. All I want is an explanation as to why he left, and that’ll be it. It’ll be over with. I just have a bad feeling though. I trust Jake, I really do, but after what happened with Tristan, I’m really on edge. I racked up the courage and went to his contact. My fingers lingering over the call button, I finally pressed it. The phone rang one..two..thr- “What.” Did he just really answer the phone like that? “Uhm, hi babe. Where did you go? You just kind of left me..” There was a few seconds of silence. “I had some uh stuff to do..sorry.” There was ice in his voice and the care, worry and love that always used to be there, wasn’t. “Oh, it’s alright…want to come over? We can spend the day together.” “No, I have some uh more stuff to do.” And then I heard it. Why is it always her? I heard the giggling in the background and heard her say that they have to hurry because Tristan was coming over her house soon. "Alright." I said. This could not be happening to me again. No. Jake wouldn’t. I’ll just drive over to his house. I’ll say I have his…shirt I have to give him!
I grabbed the clothes he gave me to put on last night and drove over to his house. I knocked on the door but it opened. I looked around and he wasn’t downstairs so I made my way up the stairs and wandered towards his room. And I heard the same noises as I did from that night, except my boyfriend’s name placed where Tristan’s was. “Oh Jake. Ohhh Jake.” I pushed the door open, but this time I was prepared. There she was, once again on top of my boyfriend. Their eyes darted to the door at once, Jake pushing her off of him, and her running around trying to find her clothes. “Emma, wait. Let me explain.” I couldn’t help it. I started to cry. “I think I’ll go now.” I pushed her, “No. I think you should stay. Maybe you can explain why you have to screw up every single one of my relationships?! Tristan is yours! YOU WON THAT BATTLE.” She laughed and smiled evilly. “Well, I can’t let you be happy, can I?” That took everything out of me. This girl, purposely hurts me. She bumped my shoulder and walked out of the room and you can hear her snickering all the way down the stairs. Jake still wrapped in his sheets was frantic. “Emma, wait you have to listen.” I interrupted him. “What happened to never hurting me like he did? What did you do? The EXACT same thing as he did. With the same girl, Jake.” I turned and left. Why does this happen to me. I was beginning to be happy.
I drove to the park where Tristan and I had gone that night. I sat on the swings, shuffling my feet. All of a sudden, I felt someone push me. I turned around and there he was, right on cue. I got off the swing set and faced him as he frowned. “What’s wrong?” He asked. “Jake cheated on me. With your girlfriend.” He shrugged his shoulders. He walked over to me, grabbed my hand, and led me to the park bench. “Do you remember when I caught you off of those swings even though you were scared to death?” I nodded. “Because you trusted me?” I nodded again. I felt his hand intertwine with mine. “Emma, you have to know what really happened that night, but I’ll only tell you if you want to hear it.” And I did want to hear it, because of the way things ended. We didn’t have time to mend the broken pieces. He started making circles in the palm of my hand, which eventually turned into squares which also evolved into different shapes. He took a breath and started. “Emma, I wasn’t with Dani at that party..yes I was with her, but I wasn’t with her. I was standing around with the guys talking about the big game next week. We were talking about how we were going to give our jerseys to out girlfriends,” his hand squeezed mine, “and she came up to me telling me how she wanted to be civil. She offered to go get drinks but she took awhile. I knew I shouldn’t have taken one from her. She finally came back and the drink tasted weird but I drank it anyways and everything got strange. I couldn’t see clearly, I could barely think. I felt someone guide me up the steps. I thought it was you. And she started to…you know. But I thought it was you so I continued. When you walked in, when I heard your voice, everything became clear. I never felt so worse since..since my dad died. I screamed at her, and she admitted how she drugged me. But I knew you wouldn’t listen. I didn’t try because I knew you wouldn’t believe me.” I started crying “But I would have, if you tried, but you didn’t we could have made it work we could have..” He pulled me into him as I weeped on his chest. “I know that now. But then you were with Jake and I thought I didn’t have a chance.” But he did have a chance. I pulled away from him and he wiped a tear that was falling down my cheek, and I can tell that he means what he’s saying. “But why did you date Danielle..” I asked, shuddering at the sound of her name. He lifted my chin up so I was looking in his eyes. “To get your attention." We sat there. I gazed off into the sky, and he played with my hair. Our eyes met and he quickly said, “I still love you Emma..” His face moved towards mine, and his eyes began to close slowly. And I leaned in too, because I now know where my heart really belongs. Right before our lips met….I woke up…
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Chapter Twenty-
One
Emma’s
POV
I coughed up mouthfuls of water. I opened my eyes and saw Jake, lightning crashing behind him. He just saved my life. I started crying, grateful to have someone as amazing as him in my life. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on tight. After a few minutes of us crying in, holding us in each other’s arms, I felt him pick me up.
He carried me into the house and sat me on the couch. He knelt down on his knees and picked up my hand, kissing the tips of my fingers. “Is there anything you need?” Kiss. “Water?” Kiss. “Food?” Kiss. “We can order in if you’d like.” I thought about it. “Yeah let’s order something.” He went into the kitchen and came back a few minutes later. I ordered us pizza. Pepperoni, you’re favorite. I nodded my head in approval as I gestured for him to come sit next to me. “I’m scared.” I whispered into his ear, replaying the unfortunate events in my head. He looked down at me warmly and wrapped his arms around me. “Don’t be. I’m here and I won’t let anyone or anything hurt you.” He stood up, grabbing my hand and leading me into the bedroom. He got me some of his stuff to put on since I didn’t plan on being here over night. “I’ll be out in the living room, holler if you need me.” I walked into the bathroom and turned the lights on. I looked in the mirror. A shower was seriously needed. I hopped in real quick, but soon realized, I couldn’t close my eyes in there. I immediately felt like I’d be pulled under. I got out and threw on his clothes that smelt oh so like him. I opened the door and walked out. He sat at the table. There were a dozen red roses in the center. “I got these for you when I went to go pick the pizza up.” I walked over to him and played with his hair. “They’re beautiful.” I whispered. “For a beautiful girl.” Is all he replied. He pulled me onto his lap, just like that day when we first started to connect, and we ate. We sat down on the couch, wrapped up in a dozen blankets, and watched a scary movie. With my head in his lap, I traced the palm of his hands. It’s sort of like a ritual to do it now. I saw him look down at me, and I looked up at him. I got a warm feeling inside. I NEVER felt like this before. “Jake I-“ he cut me off, “love you.” He finished. “I love you too, Emma. More than I think you will ever know.” He leaned down to kiss me, and right before our lips were about to connect he said, “And I love your hair, and your eyes. The way you say my name. That you’re the first person I think about when I wake up and the last person I think about before I go to sleep. You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid eyes on, and I will continue to think so until the day I die, even when we’re old and grey. I know that you’re the person I want to spend my life with. You will always be the number one thing in my life. What, I love most, is your smile.” He was sitting up now, gazing down at me, and playing with my hair. I studied his features. The way he bit his lip before he said each line. The color of his eyes, the curve of his nose, the feel of his skin on mine but his eyes, he looked at me the way no one else looked at me, and that’s how I know that everything he’s saying is absolutely true. “You’re smile can make my whole world spin round. I love you so much.” He finally finished. “You’re amazing. I love you too. I love everything about you.” And we sat like that. Us talking, and kissing, and more kissing. All night until finally, I fell asleep. And write before I was so far gone, I felt the warmth of his lips on my cheek and he whispered, “I love you Emma Saunders. Goodnight.”
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Chapter
Twenty
Emma’s
POV
I jumped out of the boat, and water crashed all around me. I started swimming towards shore, just wanting to get to Jake. I just needed him to tell me that it’ll all be okay. Another streak of lighting. Seconds later, the sound of thunder filled my ears.
I swam as fast and as hard as I could, knowing it was a pretty far swim to the shore, but the current kept pulling me each and every way. Big waves started to form, and they crashed over my head dragging me under. As soon as I got my head above water, I was drug right back down again. I started to panic thrashing my arms and legs around, feeling the seaweed and ocean debris all around me. I looked up reaching for the surface, gasping for air. I could see the lighting strike one after another, but there was a constant light that wasn’t fading. I couldn’t stop looking at it. I felt my eyes slowly closing, still fixed on the light, still longing for air. And right before my eyes closed, I saw two pairs of hands reach down into the dark depths for me.
Jake’s
POV
I had to find her. I had to. I was so mad. How can he let her go? People have gotten hurt here, almost died. She has to be okay. I have to find her. I rushed through the water on the Jet Ski, searching for her, calling her name. Then I saw him pull up next to me on the other Jet Ski.”What are you doing?! Go! Go back! You’ve done enough! Just leave!” I felt the tears now. Thank god he can’t see them because of the rain. I can’t lose her. She’s the best thing that’s happened to me since, well, since my parents died. No one knows I’m emancipated and I was going to tell her. I honestly wanted to spend my life with her. “You know you need help, dude. We can find her faster if we work together.” I just continued on my way, searching the water and shouting for her. Then I saw her. My heart stopped. She got dragged back under and she wasn’t coming up. “She’s right there.” I raced over to her. He was right at my side. We both reached down for her at the same time. We pulled her out of the water, and swung her over onto my Jet Ski. I raced back to the shore, picked her up and laid her down on the sand. I pumped her stomach 5 times. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. I listened. Nothing. I placed my lips, on her cold lifeless ones. Just a while ago her lips were full of life and moving with mine in rhythm. I shouldn’t have let her get in the boat with him, this is my fault. I lowered my head down onto her chest and listened. Nothing. I started pumping again. 1,2,3 – and she coughed. She was coughing. Her eyes fluttered open. And she looked at me, confused. Her eyes filled with tears and she wrapped her arms around me bawling. I held her tight in my arms, and bawled along with her. I looked up and saw Tristan walking away…
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Chapter Nineteen
Tristan's POV
The wind was blowing and it was pouring out, I couldn’t even see my hand in front of my face. I rowed the boat to shore and Dani and Jake were waiting for me. “Where’s Emma?” Jake asked. “She jumped off the boat. Isn’t she in by now?” “No she isn’t in. You let her go?! In the middle of a storm?! Are you f****** retarded?! What if she’s drowning. Leave! Both of you! Leave!” He ran into the shed and rolled out a jet ski, taking off into the water looking for the girl I love, the girl I could have let drown. Dani was tugging on my arm, “Cmon Tristan let’s go.” But, I couldn’t let go….
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