IN THAT MOMENT
I SWEAR WE WERE INFINITY
the name ..? its ava costa if you were wondering. I am 13 years young and i get a huge cake in my face on june 22, i live it the big, lovely New York. My life ..? well it could be better;/ its been 3 weeks since he decided that i was suddenly nothing to him anymore and i dont go a day wih out thinking about him and what i could of done to be a better girlfriend for him. i realize i shouldnt be changing my self anymore, if he didnt like me anymore , or he just doesnt want to be with me anymore thats fine .. im not wasting a single tear more on him</3 no matter how hard its going to be ..
My friends ..? they are the world to me i would do anything for them and i know that would do anything for me to they stick with me throu the good times and i know that are here for my bad times too, i can always count on them for everything. i know that will always be one step ahead of me to pick me up when i fall down no matter how hard i fall. i love you guys <3 Nicolette, kayla , alyssa, coley , liv , steph , liz and julz <3 i dont usualy do this but how could i foreget my besfriend more like brother paulie <3 he is my best guy friend no matter how many screaming fights we get into and no matter how many times you have gotten 2 inches away from my face screaming at me till i almost cry, i will always know that its just you protecting me i know you mean well and you dont want me to get hurt and wheni do get hurt because i didnt listin to you im totaly fine wiht you saying "i told you so" people are always saying " i want a guy friend who i can call crying , tell all my problems to , count on and protect me" well that you paulie your my bestfriend jk your my brother.ilove you !
my family is not the best at the time .. we dont really get alont that well i fight with my mom everday for everything, she hates me. my daddy in the otherhand i know will always be there for me, he will always stick up for me in fights and i can always count on him for anything<3 love you dadddy !;* my brothers are my life, Rocco is 18 and Paul is 15, even tho rocco seems like he dont care i know he can kick ass for me when ever i need him to , and paul i can talk to about anything in my life he just understands everthing we can talk for our with no end. no matter how much we fight i know you will always be ther for me paul <3 ilove you
if you want to no more about my messed up life feel free to hit me up on facebook ;* everyones welcome