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Can someone please give me some advice?

One of my best friends, Amy, is moving out of the country next month, and I am extremely sad. My other best friend, Samantha, told me today that my friend Neil likes me, who I like too. The only problem: Neil and Amy are going out. Because Amy is moving, Samantha told me that if Neil and Amy break up, then I should pursue Neil, but Amy is one of my good friends, and I don't know if I can do that to her. Once Amy and Neil started going out, I pushed my feelings away for Neil because I was happy that he found love, but I never knew he had liked me. What should I do?

Looking for Love-
A One Direction Love Story
Chapter 58

Julie's POV:
After rehearsals, just as I was about to get into my car and drive home, I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turned around to see Harry standing there looking nervous. "Hey, is everything okay?" I said. I was a little nervous though, since Harry and I haven't really talked in weeks. Harry took a deep breath and stepped closer to me.
"Julie, can I tell you something?" he said. I wonder what he is going to say?
"Yeah, are you okay though? You look a little nervous." I said, putting my hand on his shoulder. Harry looked at me and smiled. He must feel comfortable now that he knows I don't hate him.
"Yeah, um, can we go talk over some coffee?" I smiled simpathetically. "Of course we can Harry." We decided that we would meet up at the local coffee shop downtown. When we got there, people were yelling our names and yelling and saying that we had gotten back together. Some of the girls were yelling that I am ugly and worthless while Harry out his arm around me. I like it when he touches me. The feel of his skin against mine always makes me feel better. When we got in the coffee shop, Harry went to order us coffee while I got us a table. I decided that I would choose the one in the back, away from all the windows and people so we could be alone. When Harry came back. He sat down and took a sip of his coffee while handing me mine. He also got us some cookies to eat as well. After saying thank you, we were both quiet for a minute. "Harry, I need to tell you something." I said breaking the silence. Harry looked up at me confused. "Is everything alright?" he said while grabbing a cookie. After grabbing one myself I began. "Well, I know the past few weeks have been hard, not only on me, but on you as well. You know I never stopped loving you, and seeing you everyday at rehearsals makes me fall in love with you even more than I already am. I have been taking time to gather myself up and find out what I want in life, and what I want is you."
It was silent for a minute. Harry didn't say anything, just ate his cookies. After a little while, Harry say something that I will never forget.
"Julie, my love, I love you so much, and I never stopped. I told you I would wait until you were ready, and now that you are, I want you to be mine again. Will you please be my girlfriend?"
I took a deep breath. I have been waiting for this for the longest time.


Authors note:

Looking for Love-
A One Direction Love Story
Chapter 57

Julie's POV:
It has been a few weeks since I told Harry to back off. The only time that we are together is when we have rehearsals, which could not get more awkward. Whenever I am with him, It's so hard having to control my feelings. Not being able to tell the love of your love that you love them is the worst feeling in the world. Harry told me that he would wait for me,  as long as it took, but lately it seems like he has moved on. I can't be mad though, since I pushed him away. Why was I so stupid? I regret ever breaking up with Harry. I regret everything that has happened in the past month. Why can't things just go back to normal?
Today is our final rehearsal before the boys start their tour. The girls all slept over my house last night so that we could all come to rehearsal together. We arrived at the studio extra early, warming up and stretching even before the instructors and the boys arrived. When they finally arrived, they were all shocked. We are usually the last ones here and the first ones to leave.  As all the girls said hello to their boyfriends, I couldn't help but feel sad because I'm not with Harry anymore.  Harry was standing alone in the corner talking on his phone while everyone was talking in a big circle on the dance floor. I wonder who he is talking to? I have to find out.Thankfully my warm up bag is right by him, so I could just be going to grab my water bottle. As I walked over to my bag and went to go get my water, I listened in on Harry's phonecall. "Yes, I love you too! Bye love!" WHAT?! Is he with another girl?! This can't be happening! What the hell have I done?! When I stood back up, I smiled at Harry and said hello before turning around and going back to the girls. Harry looked a little confused, but I couldn't blame him. I have been a really bad friend lately, and if I want to get back together with him, I have to make an effort.


Author's Note:
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Looking for Love-
A One Direction Love Story
Chapter 56

Julie's POV:
I couldn't take this anymore. I love Harry, but it seems like he doesn't realize that we arent together anymore. "Harry, listen to me. we are not together anymore! I need my space!" Harry stopped folding my laundry and got up. 
"Julie, whats wrong?"
"Whats wrong? I'll tell you whats wrong! I broke up with you because I need to focus on myself. I need time to figure out what I want in life. Even though I still love you to death, it still killed me inside when I said we needed to end our relationship. And you know what? You have been with me every single minute since we broke up! You know how much I want to kiss you every minute I'm with you? I have to stop myself from saying 'I love you' everytime we are together! But I don't! I need to be strong, and as long as you are near me, I can't be."
Harry didn't say anything. He sat down on my bed with his head down. I walked over to him and sat next to him, grabbing his hand. "Harry, I love you. I love you more than a girl loves shopping and  a guy likes sports. I just need time to figure out who I am." Harry still didn't say anything, so we just sat there for a few minutes. 
"I love you." Harry whispered, than got up to leave. Before he left my room, he turned around and looked at me. His face expression almost made me cry. "I will wait for you, as long as I have to." He opened my door, and left. I heard the front door open and I saw him walk to his car. From my window, I saw that he was crying. 
"I love you Harry." I whispered to myself, wiping the tears
that were falling from my face.

Kylie's POV:
When I woke up, I saw Harry walking through the living room crying. I wonder what happened to him? I tapped Zayn waking him up and told him what I saw. He got up and ran after Harry, but he was too late. Harry had already left. When Zayn came back inside, he sat back down where he was with me, and hugged me from behind. He kissed my neck before pulling me back down so we could go back to sleep.

Duranka's POV:
I woke up early this morning so that I could go to the gym. I invited Brooke to come since she was already up, but I left Kylie since she was still sleeping. When we got to the gym and started working out, thats when we started gossiping. "So, how was your night?" Brooke said. I blushed. 
"It was amazing!" I said, trying to keep quiet. "Louis and I went all the way!"
Brooke smiled. "That's great!" I smiled too, thinking about our night.
"I really love him so much! I just feel awkward being so loving in front of Julie and Harry since they aren't together anymore."
"Yeah, it's pretty hard. But I know them, and I know that they won't be offended in any way."
"Yeah let's just hope so."


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Looking for Love
A One Direction Love Story
Chapter 55

Kylie's POV:
I held my breath as Zayns index and middle finger entered me. Zayn's hand was still over my mouth since he didn't want me to make noise because everyone was still in there watching the movie. As he was trusting his fingers in and out, I tried to keeps my moans in, but it didn't seem to be working. Brooke turned to us and turned away when she saw what was going on. When she looked back, she quickly winked and went back to watching the movie, not turning the attention of everyone to us. After a few minutes, Zayn stopped and took his hand off my face. I took a deep breath and looked over to Brooke who was giggling silently to herself. 
When the movie ended, most of us were already asleep, so we decided to spend the night here. We all got comfortable on the sofa bed and fell asleep. Zayn and I were cuddling together, which was nice. Brooke went to the kitchen to get a drink, so I went with her. "Hey, Brooke. Listen about before-"
"Don't worry girl! I'm not going to tell anyone. I do the same things with Niall all the time. Don't worry, your secret safe with me." I hugged Brooke. She is seriously one of the greatest friends a person could ask for. 

Duranka's POV:
Louis and I were laying down in the guest bed after our night of fun. We got up, got dressed and went back in the the living room to enjoy the rest of the movie with everyone. Unfortunitly when we went in the living room, everyone was already asleep, so we decided to stay in the guest room. We went back, careful to be quiet, and went to sleep in the guest room. 

Julie's POV:
I guess I feel asleep, because when I woke up the next morning, Harry was sitting on my bed folding my laundry. "Harry, what are you doing?" I asked, sitting up and rubbing my eyes to get the extra make up off of my face. He smiled and continued to fold the clothes that were in a pile in my laundry hamper.
"Just doing your laundry. I hope you don't mind." The truth is, I do mind. I need time alone and he's not giving it to me. I just need my space.


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Can somebody please...
Tell me a good website for finding a free wallpaper for my profile? Mine got deleted and I can't find a new one. Thank you tons!

Looking for Love-
A One Direction Love Story
Chapter 53

Julie's POV:
When I ran to my room crying, it wasn't because I was upset over the fact that Sophie was going on a date with Tom. I don't have feelings for Tom anymore, but the fact that she would do that to me. "There's no such thing as the girl code!" I kept repeating that in my head. I thought Sophie was my friend. Someone I could tell my secrets to and create fun memories with, but I was wrong. Even if she did like Tom, I wouldn't stop her from dating him, because I am a strong believer in love; but the fact that she would rub it all up in my face like as if she knew it was going to bug me hurt me more than anything. I really just want to be alone right now.
Just as I walk into my room an jumped into my bed, I hear a knock on the door. "Go away!" I yelled trying to hold back my tears. Unfortunitly, whoever it is coming in my room, they didn't listen.
"Julie, please calm down, everything is going to be okay." Harry said as he stood on the other side of the room. I sat up and looked at him for a minute. I could tell that he was confused as to why I was looking at him, but I didn't care. I dangled my feet on the side of my bed and wiped my tears. I patted the seat next to me fo Harry to sit down. He hesitated at first, but then eventually sat down next to me.
"Harry, I want you to know that I still love you. I just need time to take care of myself. It's obvious that our relationship wasn't strong-"
"But it was strong!" Harry said getting defensive.
"No Harry, it wasn't. You were never around, you were ignoring my calls. I know you love me, I know. But the truth is, I need time to myself."
Harry sat there for a minute, taking in everything I just said. "I understand Julie. I want you to know that I have learned my lesson and that I will wait for you as long as I have to, because I love you."
I looked at him in the eyes. Every time he talks, I fall more in love with him. I don't know how much longer I can resist being away from him. "Thank you for understanding." I said. Harry put his arm around me and kissed my cheek before getting up and leaving my room. I got up after him and went to the bathroom. When I was fixing my makeup, I heard moaning and groaning from the guest room. Sounds like someone's getting busy.
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Looking for Love-
A One Direction Love Story
Chapter 51

Liam's POV:
When we all got to Julie's flat, the girls went to the kitchen to get some snacks. While they were in there, the boys and I got blankets together and pulled out the sofa couch bed so that we could all get comfortable. Harry was working until he saw a picture of Julie and him together on her wall. She probably forgot to get rid of it when they broke up (even though it was only that morning that they broke up, so she didn't have time anyways). He stopped in his tracks and his face went pale. I feel bad for him; he really loves her and regrets not calling her last night. 
We were just about done setting up the living room when we heard yelling in the kitchen. What are the girls up to?

Brooke's POV:
We decided to make some popcorn and get chips and dip for us to eat while we were watching the movie. While we were getting everything ready, Sophia started talking about Julie's ex boyfriend Tom. "So I was on Facebook the other night and all of the sudden, Tom Ledwin started chatting me. At first I was all like 'Why should I talk to you, I'm friends with your ex,' and he was all like 'Well, I think you're cute.' So anyways we were talking for a bit and then he asked me to go to lunch with him.  I really like him so I said yes!" 
"What the hell?! Why would you say that in front of Julie?!" I said in disgust. "She just broke up with Harry today, she doesn't want to her about another ex of hers!"
Sophia got up out of her seat and walked over to me. "Don't tell me what I can and can't do. And also, Julie and Tom broke up, so hes avaliable. Don't try and make me feel bad because I am 'breaking the girl code!' We all know there is no such thing as the girl code!"
Kylie started screaming at Sophia telling her that if she goes to see him, none of us would talk to her anymore. Right when things were about to get physical, Zayn, Niall and Louis ran in the kitchen. They each grabbed a girl and brought them into the living room. 
"What the hell is going on?!" Niall said holding me back. I seriously wanted to punch Sophia in the face. If Niall wasn't holding me back, She would probably be dead right now. 
"Sohpia is a f.ucking dumbas.s! She is going out with Julie's ex boyfriend and bragging about it right in front of her!"
Everyone looked at Julie. She had no expression on her face, but I could tell that she was about to cry. Just when Harry was about to walk over to her, she ran to her room. Great. Harry went after her. I don't think thats what Julie wants right now. 
"You know what Sophia?! Go to hell!" Kylie said trying to get out of Zayn's arms.  Just as Sophia was about to leave, I screamed at her.
"Have fun with your sloppy seconds!"


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