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WHENYOU R LOOSING  WHAT YOU HAD.


   hes so busy with work school and sports, you miss the excitement, you wish you were more comfortable, hes just not an open person, stupid little fights, wanting that special realtionship everyone seems to have. wanting yourself to be better so he will like you more. wanting him to fall for you so bad and hard and its just not happening.
when you just had this conversation
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me:  do you even like me?
him : um yes ?
me: you dont tell me how you feel ever
him: i dont really do that tho i'm sorry
me: its ok i just wish you would sometimes
him: i just dont i obviously do like you tho i wouldnt be going out with you if i didnt
me:well ya but itd be nice if you told me how you felt about me like i tell you
him: sorry im just not an open person
me: but you can be with me
him: im just like that idk what to say
me: well i dont liike guessing how you feel
him:well you shouldnt have to cuz you should know that i do
me: how am i supposed to know
him: cuz we are still together
me: i know and i like you alot
him: i like you too but idk about alot yet... too much goes into it
me:what do you mean too much.?
him: theres alot that goes into determining how much i like you
me: explain.
him:like things in common..things that upset me..how we r like never on the same page and some other things i just think its too early to say love not saying that u do but im just saying im not ready for that.
me: me either i just wanna have fun with you, i wanna just get to know eachother more. like i feel like we willl be on the same page just some things take a little time. just promise me to tell me if something upsets you?
him: okayy and yeah

likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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and here i was being the little girlfriend beign excited to be that cute couple in that serious relationship.