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My eyes are gunna look so pretty,

no one's gunna know I cried 

If you want to find out, what's behind these cold eyes,

you'll just have to claw your way through this disguise.

I know most of you won't read this...but I just really need to vent.

A few months ago, my best friend and her bf tried to set me up with one of her bf's best friend. For weeks we texted all the time, we couldn't stop talking. We had practically everything in common. It was perfect. One time, during a free period this kid and I (lets call him Alex) both had in school, we decided to hang out in person. I knew that he liked me, and so did his friends. So while we were sitting in the commons, all his friends kept staring at us and whispering, which made it really difficult to have normal conversations. Long story short, we didn't work out. I moved on, he got a gf. In april, they broke up. For the past few weeks I've been hanging out with him a lot, not on purpose, but out of coincidence. I'm starting to fall for him again, but I don't think he feels the same way. And I'm terrifyed about what the pain is going to do to me.

 

We texted all the time
we had so much in common.

Then I hung out with you when your friends were around
They made it awkward.
They ruined it.

Now I don't have a chance.
You can tell them I say thanks a lot.