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whailovanyway?
prolouge

"Ow, oww," Ryan yells as he winks at me, "I'm single now, come at me, rawrrr."
I burst out laughing and he clicks the play button on my iTunes account. The Taylor Swift song starts playing and he grabs my hand to pull me up. We start dancing, close, and he twirls me around. I laugh as I close my eyes and spin. He lets go and catches me right before I hit the ground.
"Woah," I slip out. Ryan smiles and pulls me close again, doesn't he know he's driving me crazy? I can barely breathe right now and my heart is beating so fast.
"I love you, Ryder," he says hesitantly as he bites his lip. I back up from him so quickly that I bump into a chair.
"What?" I almost scream at him.
Ryan looks worried, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that." My phone vibrates and I can barely stand up to grab it.
"I-uh-well I love you, too," I stammer out. His face lights up and his eyes twinkle with a million questions.
"Really? I thought Chase..," Ryan says and tries to avoid eye act.
"I don't know, I can't be here. I'm sorry," I yell out as I grab my stuff from his room and start walking outside.
"RYDER, wait," I hear him scream behind me which somehow pushed me to run away faster. It starts raining right before the entrance into the woods, forget. I collapse under a tree and cry. What the hell is happening? I love Chase now, not Ryan. I'm done with Ryan, we already established that we're just friends last year. Right? He's joking, I'm being punk'd. This is not how I dreamed that moment would happen, for him to tell me that he loves me and me just stand there speechless. What is wrong with me? I need to text him, and Chase, and my mom. I frantically search my bag, it's not here. Oh my god, no way. forget. I must have left it at Ryan's house. I've been sitting here for at least 10 minutes, I must look like stuff. I'm starving, ugh do I have food? I hear footsteps coming and I jump up. "Who's there?"
"Ryder," someone calls my name. Ryan. He comes from behind a tree and walks up to me."Here," he says emotionless. I grab my phone from his hand and our hands brush, his hand jumps back as if I shocked him. "Are you okay?" I ask. He nods, "I'm really sorry," he mutters and turns to leave. I grab his hand and move my body next to his. "Don't be," I whisper. Ryan moves his face toward mine in hesitation and touches the back of my head. I put my hand on the back of his head, too, and push it. His lips hit me like an electric shock that tingles through me. I back up, "You don't know how long I've wanted you to do that." He smiles nervously and kisses me again, harder. We stop because my phone starts vibrating. I check it, awkwardly, as he watches me. 2 new messages, 1 missed call. Chase. I look at Ryan and trust my instinct. "I need to leave," I announce as I start walking out of the woods toward a street. He yells after me but all I can hear is the thunder and rain. Tears pour down my face, what am I doing? 
   

ten faves to know if I should keep going :x
"had a lot of moments that didn't last forever, now you in
the corner tryna put it together. how to love."

 


I wana boyfriend...
I can take cute pictures with. :p



 

HoTLove?
Prologue

I wake up screaming, again. Third time in a row this week. I hate sleeping now, I keep
having the same nightmare. Why am I dreaming my dad is going to die? I feel horrible, like
I want it to happen. I don't, at all, I love my dad so much. My dog slowly climbs up the stairs
into my room and I give her a huge hug. I whisper to her that I love her and she licks my face.
"BREAKFAST TIME KRISTEN," my mom yells from downstairs. 
I wonder if she heard me screaming... my phone vibrates and I jump up. Please be Lucas.
Lucas Carter- "good morning Kristy :)"
Me- "morning lucasoo :p"
I met him only a couple days ago and already he has me smiling uncontrollably. I smell pancakes
and I run downstairs. Yuuuuuumm. Oh yay my brother, Alex, and his girlfriend, Christina,
are here."Good morning.," I say to them with a smile. She gives me a little half smile, but
my brother responds back with, "Was it really? Heard you screaming again." I roll my eyes and
eat my pancakes in the living room. Crackers, I forgot my phone upstairs. Whatever, I'll
probably live. I turn up the tv and watch the Pretty Little Liars episode I missed last night.
An image of my phone hitting the ground and breaking into a pieces not easily put together.
I wince and run upstairs. My phone is vibrating on top of my dresser at the edge, I dive to
catch it and sigh. What the hell just happened?! My heart is racing and I don't know what to do.
That was the weirdest thing ever. I finally check my phone. 3 new messages, 1 missed call. 
Lucas Carter- "sleep good?"
Me- "ehh, I guess haha. you?" he doesn't need my drama. 
Ryder my gurrrl- "hey you free later? beach time, oww oww.;)"
Me- "hells yeeeahs! owwwwww. ;D"
Juliaismybestfriendlikedamn- "I hate this place I wanna go home !"
Me- "I know, I know. You'll be home soon though.<3 :D"
1 missed call from Dad. Whatever, I'll call him back later. 
I take a quick shower and take a look at my closet. What to wear, what to wear?
I finally pick out my floral aeropostale bathing suit, a ripped shirt, a pair of shorts, and my
white flip flops. Now to accessorize. Umm, how about my 'fantasy' necklace, my star stud
earrings, and a heart bracelet. Perfecto. I never wear this shirt cause it's slutty but oh well.
(http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=34305295)
I see my phone lighting up again and I look outside my window, Ryder is here. I grab my
phone without checking it and put on my shoes. "Bye mom," I yell right before running
outside. My head starts hurting and I see Lucas at the beach with a girl. I drop to the
ground, what the f**k?  Next thing I knew I heard a door slam and Ryder next to me.
"Are you okay? What's wrong?" She won't stop asking questions.
Suddenly my everything is normal and it feels like my head never even hurt. 
What is wrong with me? Why am I so weird? I try to talk but nothing comes out.

You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever, 
Now you in the corner tryna put it together...
How to love.♥

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Reality Check

Friday, July 1- Isabella
*phone vibrates* 
whaaat? I open my eyes and look around--*yawns*--oh jeez, what time is it? where's my phone? blehhhh. I pick up my phone and check the time. 12:30? uh-ohhh... I get up and stretch really quick.

*phone vibrates* -two new messages- 
Beckyyyyiscool:D- you better be ready!! i'm almost there. (12:29 p.m.)
Ryryissohotlikedamn- hey, r u still going to the beach later? (12:31 p.m.)

aghhh. need to get ready. I change clothes in seconds and get my hair and make-up. I brush my knotty hair out and spray in some morning tamer thingy. I grab a bathing suit and put some eyeliner on. now I need some money. while I search frantically through my stuff for some extra cash, I find my sunglasses. scoreee. sexy hot pink! *knock on the door* sh*t, sh*t, sh*tttt. I spot 10 bucks in the kitchen and grab it, I'll pay them back later. I open the door and smile.

"Finally! I've been waiting for a while now."
Becky- "Oh really? So, when did you really wake up? Your eyes are barely open."
I attempt to deny-*yawns*-great, cover blown. 
Becky- "As you were saying?"
"Shut up!"

we get into her mom's car and her mom pulls out of my driveway with a rush. I shoot Becky a look and she responds by pointing at her phone. *phone vibrates*
Beckyyyyiscool:D- this is her lunch break and she's a bit cranky...so don't bug her!

I nod and sit quietly. lalalalalalalalala. I should answer Ryan now... 
Me- yeahh, I'm on my way now. you going? (12:41 p.m.)
Ryryissohotlikedamn- yeahh buddy;) see you there boo.<3 (12:42 p.m.)

ohh ryan. I catch myself smiling and stop before Becky sees me. she's really quick with that kinda stuff and she cannot find out i'm dating him, at least not yet.

 

 


i want a boyfriend that
let's try that over, I want a boyfriend.