i
can't believe your not coming home for Christmas. Like why
me? Why my life? Why can't i have you next to me? i want to
hug you so bad and finally be able to say mom again. i miss you
so much that i'm in deep depression. i
truely
don't know who i am anymore. A huge piece of my heart is
missing because your not here where your suppose to be. My mind
can't think straight anymore. I pray everyday for you but
it doesn't seem to work. Please God bring my mom home as
soon as possible because i can't take this anymore i really
can't. Everything always bothers me. Everything annoys me.
i hate coming home and your not there to cheer me up. i hate
coming home and theres nobody there because dad is at work and
my brother went off to college. i can't believe that i
called you yesterday ballistic crying on the phone to you. i
couldn't even talk to you from screaming and crying on
the phone to you :( i need you. </3