she
doesn't
love him. sure, she laughs at
his jokes, she
responds when he
asks her something.
but she
doesn't appreciate him.
she doesn't understand
what an
amazing creature he is. she doesn't
respect
him. she is gorgeous. not
to mention one of the top
ten popular girls in my school. she's a
carbon copy
of all the
other popular
girls in my
school.
she is
glamourous.
i
love
him more than i can ever
tell him. i feel like
crying when i
think of him, because i just know he'll
never love me back. i have to
apply triple filters to
everything i say
around him. i respect him so much,
and i encourage him. i'm not
super-hot, but i'd like
to say that
i'm cute.
i'm my own
person.
i
am average.
he
loves
her. he wouldn't date me, or even admit to liking
me for sake of his
"image". he can be a jerk to me,
but i
can't change how he makes me
hold on tight to him
like a toddler holds on to their favorite colored
balloon.
he's adorable! thinking of his
smile makes me smile.
even when i
want to
stop smiling, i
can't.
he is
clueless.
and THAT, my friends, is why i am moving on
<3
i'm moving on, dammit. i deserve better. and that's
exactly what i'm going to get, starting now. girls,
if you have been crushed by a crush, comment or
maybe favorite
; leave a
comment on my
page, or IM me. let's get through this t o g e t h e r .
**all mine. poured my heart into it - - - - - - - - -
<3