xsavexmex

Status: how can you look at me, when i can't stand myself?
Joined: June 28, 2011
Last Seen: 3 years
user id: 188428
Gender: F
hello there.
i'm kaiti.
i'm that spacy kid.
there's always one.

i like:
motionless in white
drake and josh
grape soda
music
dreaming

now tell me about yourself. i'm always up for a good story.
i promise i'll always listen.

stay beautiful, all of you.
xo

 

Quotes by xsavexmex



"WHENEVER I LAUGH I CRY
AND I REALIZED:
SINCE MY SMILES AND LAUGHTER ARE FAKE,
THE TEARS I CRY ARE JUST ONES THAT ESCAPE
FROM WHAT I'M CONSTANTLY HOLDING INSIDE."



-humperdink13

i miss you and i hope you're doing well.


 

it took me a very long time to accept that i had an eating disorder.
i thought because my type of eating disorder
was among the minority
that it wasn't important enough
to be an eating disorder.
but just so you guys know:
binge eating disorder is a serious eating disorder.
it's not a new disorder. it's just a new concept.
not every person who has binge eating disorder
is obese.
not every person who is obese
has binge eating disorder.
there is no worst eating disorder.
binge eating disorder sucks just as bad as anorexia and bulimia.

so, i have a task for you.
i'm not asking for faves, i'm just asking you to spread awareness.
let the world know that it's a serious thing
so that girls out there who have it
don't wait to get help like i did
because they don't think it's as important as anorexia and bulimia,
or that it's not as highly regarded.
i kept it quiet for so long.

because after three years dealing with this,
five months of treatment,
and all the crap i went through,
i'm finally in a good place.
i want girls who are dealing with this
to know this good place.

recovery is possible.
you're going to be okay.


please, just spread awareness.
thank you if you read this.
girl: ew why are you wearing so much makeup it's so unnatural omg you're so fake
me: ew why are you wearing so many clothes god we know you're naked under there ok stop faking




nmf/youtube(:

Without you there is no me.
most girls: omg my daddy got me an iphone yesterday!! and my mom got her bellybutton pierced with me love herrrr trolol
me: mom stop dancing
me: no dad you don't eat the kale it's just decoration
me: okay mom right-click on the desktop
me: the desktop
me: the thing with all the icons
me: dad no you don't wear socks with sandals




nmf/myquote(:






I KNOW WELL WHAT LIES
((  beyond     my sleeping refuge: ))
» the nightmare
 built my own W O R L D to
escape

 

nmf

i've been feeling really empty lately. not really knowing where to turn or what to do. kinda just uncomfortable in whatever situation i'm in. it's not even one particular thing that's making it happen. i've just been unhappy with everything. i hate it. i can't remember what it's like to be truly happy.


i find it strange that saying
i
'
m sorry
is easier when you don't mean it than when you actually do.

 

 

 

most people: omqq i went out n partied last nitee omg did so much weed
me: i started reading the new testament last night



 i am making some new friends here
who I can like and then avoid
so I can reaffirm my reasons
for calling loneliness a choice