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If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no winds
So let's crawl
Back to love,

Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too

Since that "fan-fiction" came out. Lux won't be able to be seen in public. To who ever wrote that, it's you're fault that directioners is a bad name and baby Lux is not going to be in public with the boys. Also, people are going to have a weird opnion on Zayn. You're going to recieve a lot of hate. Good luck. -.-

"Fans always tell me I'm beautiful but no one will be beautiful as them."
- Niall Horan.

"I've always wanted to be those people that didn't care that much about what people thought of them, but I just don't think I am."
- Harry Styles.

I need help:
I want to have those glowing letters. I tried asking people but no body answers me. :(
 

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

I'm in math class...
Guess what I'm doing...

Memories: Chapter 2
{Zayn Malik Fan-Fiction}

I looked at the thick glass that was separating her and I. I put my palms flat on the glass, keeping a close eye on Angelica. If I take my eyes off of her for a second, she'll probably disappear. I can't take that chance.

 I was just in there a few seconds ago, but the nurses practically threw me out of the room. She doesn't fell good and has been throwing up a lotl lately. I don't even know the problem. As it was getting worse, I dragged her over here to the hospital; even though she begged me not to take her.

 Feels like my heart is going to pop out of my chest any moment. I'm scared. I'm deeply scared of what's happening right now and what's going to happen. I might be overacting. I know but I don't care. Something is wrong with my best friend and I don't know what to do.

 I decided to detach myself from the glass and lean on the wall across from the room. I took a deep breath, gliding my hands down the glass, leaving my hand-prints. I turned on my heels and walked to the wall slowly.

 My body leaned on the wall and my eyes still looked at Angelic. She was laid down, with a terrified look on her face. Seeing her that scared, makes me feel horrible every time.

 The door opened, hearing a creak, causing my head to snap up immediately. I looked up to see the doctor look at me with a disappointed face. I peeled off the wall and stood up straight, now knowing what to expect.

 He cleared his throat and looked at me, "Angelica...has cancer. I know it's horrible and she ca..."

 The doctor's words faded after hearing, Angelica has cancer. I don't know what to think. She was healthy and basically eats no junk food.

 "How?!" I yelled, cutting the doctor's explanation.

 "I know she is healthy but she had it from her great grand-mother. Her mom was really lucky, but sadly it came back to Angelica. I'm really sorry." I looked at him right in the eye and knew he really was sorry. I could tell, he feel horrible when things like this.

 "Let me see her, I said while trying to push him out of the way, but he held me back. I looked to the side, seeing her body was covered with the blue curtain. I looked at him with disgust, "I will be back."

 I raised my head to get a better view of her. "Because I haven't seen you in such a long time. I haven't actually taken advantage of my free time to visit you and I'm really sorry for that Angelica."

 

 "Well I don't really have a reason to be angry at you Zayn. You have important things to do and you can't always see me every day," Angelica looked at me with a smile, but I see right through it. She was hurt by the thought of me not being able to see her.

 "I didn't know what to do when I heard about the news." My brown eyes detached from hers as I looked at the tile floor. Angelica grabbed my hand and slowly tightened her grip. That touch made me look at her instantly.

 "Zayn, what are you talking about?"

 "When I heard you had cancer, I didn't know what to do," my voice was a whisper -  not wanting these words to slip out of my tongue. "I felt disappointed, broken, hopeless. How were we suppose to know? I mean we didn't even know your family had cancer in their blood." I could feel my voice getting louder, so I tried my best to calm down before speaking.

 I opened my mouth, but Angelica interrupted me. "Zayn, don't start with this. I didn't know how, but it already happened. It's pretty obvious now."

 I put my head back- analyzing her features. It was pretty obvious. That black long hair, is practically off of her head. Those plump red lips are now a purple/ blue color. Her white skin was now extremely pale. That warm body that I always loved to feel against mine was now icy cold. In my eyes, this girl was still beautiful.

 "Zayn, can you do me a favor?"

 I nodded gladly. I'll do anything for this girl.

 "Turn off the light off and lay next to me." I couldn't help the smile spread on my face. I stood up, switching the light off. The only light remained is the monitor - letting me know her heart rate.

~X~

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