xspwxcheeringx

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Joined: March 16, 2011
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Please Stay, I Need You.

 

 
twopairsofshades
Crazy Life
I'm going to keep this simple, My names Alyssa, I make my wishes on June 29th. I have a rollercoaster life. My mom is no longer part of the picture, i wish she was still here. She is always in our hearts. Rest in peace. I have a crazy family. But we are never whole with out my Mom. I have the best friends to get me by. I have a boyfriend, his name is Daniel. Hes crazy and a pain.I love them all. I love music. Its my escape. Want to know more? Comment.  Te almo ♥  






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❒Single.
❒Taken.
✔ Depends on who's asking.


 






If my hair was thinner, naturally
straight, and didn't look like a BUSH.

My life would be so much easier

nmf



 




 




Get up to leave the room:
Parent: "Where are you going?'
You: "Im going to the bathroom, wanna come?"

NMF
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror.

 


Day 1: My best friend
okay, where do i start. Lets start with her name. Juliana (viperchick)  never knew your story and you didn't know mine, but somehow we made it. you came right over when i lost my mom.
Through the odds and helped each other. i guess what i mean is that we are two completely
different people. i knew it wasn't going to be easy, but nothing great ever is. i knew it was going to be one of the hardest things i would have had to do besides leave home but i was willing to make a risk, and im glad i made it. i just want to start off with the fact that you have made my life so much better. i was alone, i had honestly didnt know where to turn and you came into my life and made it a happier place. but things got rough and it was my turn to help you. we have been through more than any friendship i have ever had with anyone else. and you've shown me what a real friendship is. im not just saying that because its something to say in a letter im giving you the honest truth. you have shown me what trust is, the things i have told you i dont think i have told other people. you have also shown me safety. . i know with you by my side im safe and nothing can hurt me. im brave because of you, im myself. i would have never had the courage to do the things now if it wasn't for you constantly pushing me to do them. you have shown me that anything i want is mine. i bet you're probably thinking that you have no idea what im talking about, but you don't have to tell me these things in order for me to feel them. we leave saint pats soon and the hard part is taking it all in. i dont know what i'll do without you but i can't be selfish, the world needs you now, time to fly . not just me. we talk everyday, we've been through so much in these past months that if you were to leave i would be empty. i look forward to your texts and seeing your name blow up my phone. i smile at the stupid things we talk about and our rare but amazing phone calls.. just seeing your name makes me happier. please, please hang in there. we can get through this, and we have before. i dont want to say goodbye, and i hope i never really have to. you mean the world to me and i just wanted you to know that. im here forever and always.  I promise. Thank you for everything.
xoxo, Alyssa



 
Dad: " I visited mom yesterday, I told her how much I Love her.  I wrote her one of those sappy love letters I always did on Valentines Day. It was like she was right next to me the whole time, telling me she loved me too."

Love Never Dies 

R ..I.. P
 
 
 Look in the mirror , look at you. See that person who is inside that body and behind that face. There are this days when we feel down and insecure and we do all these things we don’t want to do just to make us feel pretty or better to someone else eyes, which it is so sad, we should accept our selves just how we are, but is not as easy as it sounds. I know the truth, I struggle with the same as many people around the world. We were born this way, sometimes we don’t choose who we want to be, is just a natural response from the body. We feel so insecure about everything sometimes, that even the smallest thing we do, we think people might judge us and talk bad about us, but is just when we are not happy with who we are, people notice and see we are not comfortable. At the end of the day we have our selves to blame, I know there are people who make us feel that way but today let’s make the choice to not let these people define us. So today we accept the things that make us special; with proud, feeling secure and most of all happy.
The work is hard but there is nothing better than feeling  damn good about yourself. 
 
 

  

l f  i choose you over sleep,
you better feel special.

nmf
 

 
Whe n HE talks to other girls  ,
 World War III 

 
 
Your legs are like Walmart  ,
open
24/7

 
 
Don't be so quick to judge me.
After all, you only see what I
choose to show you