Insecure
Chapter
Six
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Today is November third, and it's also
my birthday. I'm sixteen. Guess what! I'm not having a
party....... I have to go to school and my mother has work all
day. When I was little I always wanted a huge sweet sixteen, with
a poofy
dress and a billion people, but as I started getting older it
mattered less... It's ninth period, nobody spoke to me all
day, like usual. I got home and my mom wasn't, I walked to my
room, "I'm not doing my homework," I said to
myself. I put down my back pack and plopped down onto my bed. I
tried to think of something to do while I blasted my Asking
Alexandria playlist and then I thought to myself "There is
nothing to do but sleep," and that is exactly what I did, I
ended up sleeping through the night and woke up the next day and
my playlist was still playing. I hopped out of the bed and looked
in the driveway, her silver Mercedes wasn't parked in the
driveway so she wasn't home! I was happier than ever! I
decided to make breakfast, since mom wasn't home I was going
to go wild. I got a huge baking bowl. I took out two waffles and
put them in the toaster. Ten minutes later I was done with my
work of art, I mean, breakfast. In the bowl I had two waffles,
one dozen strawberries, a whole can of whipped cream,three scoops
of cookie dough icecream, alot of chocolate syrup, a jar of
rainbow sprinkles, four crushed oreos, two dozen jelly beans and five
packs of m&m's. I couldn't believe I was going to eat
that! I took me one hour to eat. But after about ten minutes of
having it in my stomach I ran to the bathroom and well, you know
what happened next. I felt so ashamed of myself. I took off my
shirt and stood in front of the mirror, I grabbed my stomach and
cried, "I'm so fat!" I said as I stared at myself
full of shame. I stopped and realized I needed to stay faithful.
I wiped the tears off my face and ran to my room, I put on a
sweatshirt, put my hair in a ponytail, and went for a two hour
run, since it was Saturday I did the same Sunday. And for the
rest of the week I ran three miles before school. I thought that
running would make me super skinny after a week. Was I
wrong?
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