Text from the woman I
babysit for: "Do you think you would be available
to babysit for me on Valentine's day? I understand if your
boyfriend is taking you out to dinner or a movie, so if you
can't it's no big deal, we can just pick back up on our
normal days. Thanks so much!"
* reads text and thinks....* Oh um yep, my imaginary
boyfriend is gonna pop out of fairytale land within the next 3
days and sweep me off my feet, so unfortunately I will not be
able to babysit on the 14th...LOLJK...forever
alone:)
My feelings for my best guy friend have been back and forth between love and a brother/sister relationship for about 3 or 4 years now. He doesn't want a relationship, and I thought I was okay with that. I was for a while. I even fell in love, really hard, and was in love with someone else for 7 months, and I might still be in love with that other guy, I don't know. But something just hit me -- how bad I want for me and my best guy friend to be together. Yeah, it could screw things up if we don't work out. But he's the only guy I can completely be myself around. He makes me feel safe. I want nothing more than for there to be an us, but it's killing me knowing he doesn't want that. If anyone has advice for me, I would love them forever. I hate venting like this on witty, but I don't know what to do anymore :/ Thanks guys ♥
This
song goes out to all the girls
Who had a boy and never let 'em in their
world
You tried hard to make
what your friendship was romance but still he
Never saw you as the one to hold
his hand
He
always chose the one you wish he wouldn't have
And now you're there cleaning up the mess
she left,
hopelessly thinking