xtearsofanangel

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I'll Be Here
 


No he is not my boyfriend,

but i love his hugs and high fives.

his s m i l e, his a d v i c e.

his brown eyes,

&the times we laughed together,

no i didn't fall in love with him,

i guess i fell in love with our friendship.



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Quotes by xtearsofanangel


**Why do all**
**good things come
   to an end?*
**

all mine, don't steal design :)
&i can tell you
the false rumors & the secret whispers
they're words
&they're painful
but what's truly painful is the lack of words.
it's when in a whole day,
you're longest conversation was 5 minutes.
it's when you're constantly wondering
what the hell could be so wrong with you;
why people will just not talk to you.
&it's when your only best friend is silence,
because silence is the only thing that seems
t o  a l w a y s  b e  b y  y o u r  si d e.



xo.

 
see that girl crying?

no it's not from a boy, it's not from a scratch on the knee, or mean words

it's actually quite the {opposite}

that girl is crying from the lack of words.

the fact that no one will talk to her.

the fact that people will not sit with her.

the fact that she's ignored all the time.

she's tired of being alone all the time

she's tired of having no one there for her.

she's tired of never getting that phone call to ask to hang out together.

she's tired of being so invisible.

it's a suprise you could even notice her.

why?

it's a suprise because she screams for help, comfort & just a person to tell her it's gonna be ok...

yet no one ever seems to hear, or atleast pretends to.

so congrats to you.

you can make someone cry without even saying a word to them.

treat her like she's invisible, it's fine...
 
just know you're slowly killing her with every word that you never even said.

 
 i'm really tired of being everyone's
*{s e c o n d   c h o i c e }*



credit :soccerislife13
 so today a my friend & her friend were

"fake fighting"

&she yelled

"SUCK MY DICK!"

what the hell is wrong with the world

&what have these boys done to these girls?

if we're best friends then;;
why don't you invite me to anything?
why am i
left out of the conversations?
why am i the last to know who your new
boyfriend is?
why do
ignore everything i say?
why is it when i try to
help you, you blow it off?
why is it when everybody's around you're a different person?
why is it
you can't even say bye to me?
why is it you never bother to text me
back?
why am i
always doing the favors?
why would you screw me over like that?
why would you ask me to help you cheat, knowing i'm against it?
why
would you put me in those uncomfortable situations?
why would you push me to do things i
don't want to do?
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?  ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
&&most of all.
why is it that i know you'd pick
them over me anyday?

mixed feelings...
am i in love with him?
or our
friendship?
i love how i'm always ripped apart
for my mistakes & screw-ups
but never noticed when i do good.
. . . . . .
welcome to my life.
i juswant;;

a guy who will love me for who i am.
not a guy wants to play spit hockey with me.
a real guy.
i'm not looking for some prince charming
or knight in shining armor..
just a guy who will be with me because he loves me,
& he wants to be with me.
it seems theres no hope anymore for that.
i'm not beautiful like the other girls so no one will pay attention.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
i guess that's just how it is now