♥
And it's the fact that
when I see you, for a whole
second my body just stops. I can't hear anything
going on in my head,I can't move, I can't
concentrate on anything else but your green
eyes, or you curly hair,or that smile that
always seems to fade away when you see
me too. I look at you for that one second because
I can't tear away so I stand there and I can
feel that pain in my chest, my
heart.
It kills me
just like it would to anyone else, it
hurts me just like every other broken-hearted girl
but I can't help but feel so helpless that when I
look at you I'm over here feeling like a wreck,
while
you on the other hand got over it and walk by
like nothing happened.
Yes, I admit it's my
fault for finishing what
we were, but it's the fact that you didn't even
try that hits me. I see you all the time and I
can't help but feel sad and selfish. Sad cause I
don't have you, selfish cause I have someone else.
That makes things ten times worse. Seeing
you, going through all that, then seeing
him and not feeling the
same.<|3
♥