xxMadelinexx

i went to capecod for the weekend with my family and best friend during the summer, and there was a huge touristy downtown on the water. we basically just wandered around all day for four days and had the best weekend. on sunday, the day before we left, maeve and i were sitting on these benches by the pier, just hanging out. i saw these two boys walk past and sort of look at us, but maeve didnt notice cause she was on her phone. i made eye contact with one of them and we sort of stared at each other, but they kept walking, and i forgot about it. like ten minutes later, the same boys sat down at a bench adjacent to ours. it was obvious what they were doing, so i nudged maeeve and we both played it off like we were bored and didnt notice they were there. finally, the guys stood up, and walked over to the recycling bin next to our bench. one nodded and said "hey, want to go jumping off the pier?" and that was that. we met ryan and joe and literally 3 seconds after knowing them we'd decided to just do something crazy, like jumping off the pier. we spent the whole rest of the day with them. i was with ryan and maeve with joe. ryan was 16, i was 14. we found out that even though we were both on vacation, we only lived 15 minutes away from each other. we walked all around provincetown together, and at the end of the night, ended back up on the pier where we started. maeve and joe sat while ryan and i took a walk to the end. we sat there watching the sunset and the ships go in and out. finally, he looked at me and said "i might never see you again, and thatd be a real shame. so i need to do something before that might happen" and then he kissed me. literally the most perfect day of my existence. and we did see each other again, actually. just four days later, we hungout. and for the rest of the summer we did too. he would tell me all these things he'd never told anyone, about his family, about school, everything. i trusted him with anything. we were going so well and i never thought it'd end. i took him for granted for sure because i thought it'd never ever end. but one night, i get a text from him saying we needed to talk. he said, "are you ready for a serious relationship?" thinking he wanted to be more serious, i happily replied "as long as it's with you". he said "well i'm not". he called me that night, sobbing, telling me how sorry he was but he wasnt ready for me, and that he loved me too much to see me hurt in the end. he told me his feelings had never left. he just couldnt be in a relationship with anyone right now. it took me awhile to be okay but finally i'm not thinking about him 24/7. more like 20/7. but yesterday, i go on facebook, and what do you know. three weeks later, he already has a girlfriend. what happened to i still love you? what happened to all of that? and now he's with someone else? i now cannot stop comparing myself to her and wondering what i did wrong. it hurts a lot because unlike most ex's who never talk to you agian, he'd text me to see if i was doing okay at school, and help me with family issues, and overall be there for me. i thought we were just ahving a little break, and him being nice to me was a little flirty. but i guess hes just a nice person, because he already has a new girl.

happened to me yesterday.

It's happening to me as I type this.

<3 feel better too <3

Thankyou, to you as well <3 Just remember, boys are really dumb sometimes.. he'll regret letting you go.. just give him time.

i WISH he was a douche, itd make it easier you know

oh my gosh tell me your whole story cause i need a little hope right now <3 and thank you so much for replying, you have no idea how much it makes a difference to my day.

so i was dating this boy. he's absolutely perfect and i loved him so much. everything was perfect. we were literally that couple everyone wanted to be. he was my first kiss, i was his. we hungout alone. we were always together and always talking. i loved him so much and he loved me, at least i thought he did. my bestfriend had a crush on him for literally ever... and he found out. and they started flirting and our relationship fell apart. i broke up with him thinking that we'd miss eachother so much hat we'd get back together. it turns out he wanted to be with her so they had a thing. their little thing only lasted 2 months and then he came back to me. he told me how juch he missed me and how much he wanted me back. i fell for it of course, and we're dating again. but at the time, i told him i didnt want him again after what he did to me. but he told me he changed and he did :) so i'm happy in my relationship again only i did lose a friend because of it.&&& im glad i made a different to your day. keep your head up girl and keep smiling :)

i went to capecod for the weekend with my family and best friend during the summer, and there was a huge touristy downtown on the water. we basically just wandered around all day for four days and had the best weekend. on sunday, the day before we left, maeve and i were sitting on these benches by the pier, just hanging out. i saw these two boys walk past and sort of look at us, but maeve didnt notice cause she was on her phone. i made eye contact with one of them and we sort of stared at each other, but they kept walking, and i forgot about it. like ten minutes later, the same boys sat down at a bench adjacent to ours. it was obvious what they were doing, so i nudged maeeve and we both played it off like we were bored and didnt notice they were there. finally, the guys stood up, and walked over to the recycling bin next to our bench. one nodded and said "hey, want to go jumping off the pier?" and that was that. we met ryan and joe and literally 3 seconds after knowing them we'd decided to just do something crazy, like jumping off the pier. we spent the whole rest of the day with them. i was with ryan and maeve with joe. ryan was 16, i was 14. we found out that even though we were both on vacation, we only lived 15 minutes away from each other. we walked all around provincetown together, and at the end of the night, ended back up on the pier where we started. maeve and joe sat while ryan and i took a walk to the end. we sat there watching the sunset and the ships go in and out. finally, he looked at me and said "i might never see you again, and thatd be a real shame. so i need to do something before that might happen" and then he kissed me. literally the most perfect day of my existence. and we did see each other again, actually. just four days later, we hungout. and for the rest of the summer we did too. he would tell me all these things he'd never told anyone, about his family, about school, everything. i trusted him with anything. we were going so well and i never thought it'd end. i took him for granted for sure because i thought it'd never ever end. but one night, i get a text from him saying we needed to talk. he said, "are you ready for a serious relationship?" thinking he wanted to be more serious, i happily replied "as long as it's with you". he said "well i'm not". he called me that night, sobbing, telling me how sorry he was but he wasnt ready for me, and that he loved me too much to see me hurt in the end. he told me his feelings had never left. he just couldnt be in a relationship with anyone right now. it took me awhile to be okay but finally i'm not thinking about him 24/7. more like 20/7. but yesterday, i go on facebook, and what do you know. three weeks later, he already has a girlfriend. what happened to i still love you? what happened to all of that? and now he's with someone else? i now cannot stop comparing myself to her and wondering what i did wrong. it hurts a lot because unlike most ex's who never talk to you agian, he'd text me to see if i was doing okay at school, and help me with family issues, and overall be there for me. i thought we were just ahving a little break, and him being nice to me was a little flirty. but i guess hes just a nice person, because he already has a new girl.

<3

</3 thanks but it still hurts :/

yeahh I know what you mean :/ you still love him. Maybe he'll come back. It just might take some time

literally spent the majority of seventh grade in tears ngl

i've been in the same situation as you and what i do now is just stop looking at their fb and twitters anymore. it just makes you feel even worse. also i'd reconsider who you're hanging out with and who you call your 'friends'. if you were to hang out with them and be in all these fb pictures, would you be having fun? if the answer is yes, then just kind of invite yourself to these things. maybe they think you don't want to go. if the answer is no, then you should try talking to new people who would enjoy your company. i just made new friends. i hope this helps you and try not to worry because it will get better, you just have to do something about it.

Madeline 14

i can't even begin to compare your s. american accent to anything hahaha but a+++ for effort :)

Madeline

1d

"oh yeah mom i'm home.. nope no ones here.. yep i'll clean my room.. ok bye"

no 967(;

oh my gosh :}

dreaming with a broken heart, john mayer

you're so lucky.

touche(:

carrots, obvs.