Today I realized something. Today I realized
that I've been limiting myself, not letting anyone in. I've
convinced myself that I'm impossible, that guys just aren't
right, that I'm bored. I don't give anyone a chance. And
all because I hate to take away the one thing that the guy I love
likes about me, my availability. Today I admit that I love him. And
that hurts so much. Because I know in my heart that he doesn't
love me back.