xxWishingxx
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Wishing of an Utopia...
Joined: November 22, 2012
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Joined: November 22, 2012
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This is about my life, about what I think and what I may want. My one and only friend showed me of this. We both have really hard lives. We both cut, and try to get drinks or something to get away from what is wrong.. It will never change and no one could possibly change it. I'll put out what I think, if you don't like it, go away.
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I
wanna get started with account, all I have done so far is
vent..
I don't know what else to do, I wanna go slice so far that I die right now.
My friend just yelled at me over txt, doesn't seem like she wants anything to do with me right now..
I wanna go and do something, something bad,
I'm trying to resist with my best ability.
I know I can try to go on my hardest night without the harshness,
the endless roll of paper towels, or anytype of towel really.
Or a shower or any pool that i have done it in. I will not wrap my arm in tape and rip all the scabs off tomorrow. I will not.. I will fight for the wrong doing.
I will face what I can. I can become stronger, and stronger every second.
Just until I break down again...
I don't know what else to do, I wanna go slice so far that I die right now.
My friend just yelled at me over txt, doesn't seem like she wants anything to do with me right now..
I wanna go and do something, something bad,
I'm trying to resist with my best ability.
I know I can try to go on my hardest night without the harshness,
the endless roll of paper towels, or anytype of towel really.
Or a shower or any pool that i have done it in. I will not wrap my arm in tape and rip all the scabs off tomorrow. I will not.. I will fight for the wrong doing.
I will face what I can. I can become stronger, and stronger every second.
Just until I break down again...
I
wish I had
that boy of everyones dreams.. The one with with the soft, silky
hair, lips, soft to the touch. Well, guess what I have figured out?
It doesn't happen.. Especially when everyone you meet hates you
because, "you look different," or "you're too
short." Well, I don't care what you say nowadays, I
am who I am, please, leave me alone and let me mourn over my
already hard life, you had no reason to turn me down. I am
beautiful on the inside, trust me. I might not be the prettiest
girl on the Earth, but I could be the sweetest.
I have this hard life you see?
I'm not a regul person, as everyone at school knows.
I have marks that have shed long deep rivers flowing with tears,
I must let you know I wish for more, let's say, happiness.
Happiness which will never come.
Let me be the one who tells you, the one who cares for you,
Let me be the one who kills you.
I'm not a regul person, as everyone at school knows.
I have marks that have shed long deep rivers flowing with tears,
I must let you know I wish for more, let's say, happiness.
Happiness which will never come.
Let me be the one who tells you, the one who cares for you,
Let me be the one who kills you.