i know EXACTLY how you feel. i'm going through the exact same thing you are. and it hurts, i know. i tried so many times to tell him i was sorry for breaking up with him, and that i loved him, but i got the same responce, and i know how much it hurts, and i cried so much. and everyone tells you to "get over him", or that "you don't deserve him", but when your truly in love with someone, and you don't have them anymore, its the worst feeling in the world. but, the best thing to do, is move onm and show him that your gonna be ok, and that your strong. and i know that sounds so hard rite now. but i promise you, it will help. but, your always going to love him, but moving on is the best thing. keep your head up beautiful. it all gets better, i promise. if you ever need anyone to talk to, please message me! <3