xxanewbeginingxx
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Hai, so I'm Gabrielle, but call me Gabrie
I'm currently a Junior in high school
There's a lot of things I've been through, from cutting to pill popping, to dealing with depression, and so much more.
But through it all I've found somebody amazing
His name is Tyler, but he prefers Skye.
He's my boyfriend, my baby, my superman, and everything I could ask have ever asked for
I'm not sure how I got lucky enough to be with him, but some how I did
and I'm so glad that I did too
He stole my heart and I was lucky enough to steal his too
So yeah.. I could go on for a while longer about him.. but I won't bore you with how much ilovehim hehe :3
So yeah, babyiloveyou
Skye♥ 4/8/12
I'm currently a Junior in high school
There's a lot of things I've been through, from cutting to pill popping, to dealing with depression, and so much more.
But through it all I've found somebody amazing
His name is Tyler, but he prefers Skye.
He's my boyfriend, my baby, my superman, and everything I could ask have ever asked for
I'm not sure how I got lucky enough to be with him, but some how I did
and I'm so glad that I did too
He stole my heart and I was lucky enough to steal his too
So yeah.. I could go on for a while longer about him.. but I won't bore you with how much ilovehim hehe :3
So yeah, babyiloveyou
Skye♥ 4/8/12
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I don't know what to say
or maybe just how to say it
but when I'm with you
there's really nothing else like it
my tummy fills with butterflies
when you look right into my eyes
and right after your lips meet mine
there's nothing else but us
side by side
So I guess when I started this
I was thinking of 3 special words to exist
and they lay right on
the tip of my tongue
Iloveyou
Yes I do.
you build me up
then break me down
it's like an angel there
who's trying to fly
but her wings have been taken
and it's just a crash landing
she hits the ground
like a reality check
that things aren't always happy
no matter what is said
30 Day Self-harm challenge
30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.
29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?
Yes I follow many of them on tumblr
30 Day Self-harm challenge
29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?
30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.
28. What short-term goals do you have?
To be happy and able to stop self-harming
as well as be able to make my boyfriend happy, and proud of me for being able to control the self harming..
I'm a girl with scars
to many times beatin down
by the words of others
scared, living in fear now
There's a scar for you
when you yelled and screamed
And a scar for me
when i couldn't beat those demons
A scar for her
when she left me alone
And a scar for him
when he broke my heart
Another scar i see
it's for all those pills I took
And another scar here
for the pain i couldn't take
A scar for the time
when i had nothing left
but the music and me
trying to escape the death
There's a scar from the tears
that just wouldn't stop
And a scar for the time
you just walked out
A scar from when
you told me you loved me
then left me broken
like shattered glass
A scar for when
the demons inside
controled my moves
and i had no one else
There's words written in scars
on my arm and leg
one from the HELL i was living in
the other from the FAT
i see in the mirror
last one in chinese
for the PAIN that I have
in hopes to let it go
and forget the past
So many scars
that i've lost count
but they all have a reason
of why i hurt myself
So when you see the scars
don't assume it's attention
because if i had the choice
no one would know
about that side of my life
But it's out there now
and I'm not afraid to say
that I hurt myself
and it's a battle each day
30 Day Self-harm challenge
28. What short-term goals do you have?
29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?
30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.
27. Discuss any and all progress you have made.
I used to cut everyday, just to be able to feel 'normal' now i don't. I rarely do it anymore.. i mean yes lately i've been doing it a lot more.. but it's still not as bad as it used to be. I don't pop pills any more either :3
I just.. I just want to get something out there. You don’t just wake up one morning and all of a sudden hate everything about yourself. You don’t just wake up and think “Oh, I’m going to have an eating disorder now.” No, no no no no! It doesn’t work that way! I personally I have anorexia. I hate a lot of things about myself, and I just can’t stand some people anymore. You don’t get a break from an eating disorder, it just doesn’t work that way! It’s always there, it’s always haunting you. There’s always that little voice in your head telling you you’re not good enough, you’re not skinny enough, you’re to fat, you’re worthless, you’re nothing, you don’t deserve anything. And it slowly starts to kill you. It makes you hate yourself so much. To the point, where I personally, I hurt myself. I have scars on my arms and legs to show it. I felt so worthless, it felt like it was the only pain I could control because all of the pain inside just hurt to much. And it kills me when people try to make excuses for eating disorders. You can’t. There’s no “excuse” for it. It gets to the point where you just can’t take it anymore. You look in the mirror and all you can see is all the things you hate about yourself. All you can see is fat, or ugly, and your weight, well your weight it the only thing about all of that you can actually control. So that’s what you do. You control it. No, not because we want to be “pretty” or “beautiful” we know that it doesn’t work, but because it’s something that could make us feel better about ourselves. You can tell us we’re skinny, and beautiful, and gorgeous all day long. It will make us smile, say thank you, all that normal stuff. But at the end of the night, behind closed doors, we’ll look in the mirror, and think how all those things are just lies. An eating disorder, it’s not only a physical thing; it’s a mental thing as well. That number on the scale, it control’s the good moods, and the bad moods. It’s what determines whether it will be a good or bad day. It controls everything, that one simple number. So just remember, if nothing else, we don’t WANT to have an eating disorder, but it just gets to the point, where we just can’t let it go. Boy and girls, men and women, gay, straight, bi, lesbian, transgender; any of us could suffer from one, and you could never even notice it about them, until it’s already controlling their mind.
30 Day Self-harm challenge
27. Discuss any and all progress you have made.
28. What short-term goals do you have?
29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?
30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.
26. What is something that makes you the most happy?
The thing that makes me the MOST happy would probably be my boyfriend, and being able to be with him.. there's nothing that could really make me happier :3
30 Day Self-harm challenge
(I missed a day so I have to do
2)
26. What is something that makes you the most happy?
27. Discuss any and all progress you have made.
28. What short-term goals do you have?
29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?
30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.
24. What are some of your main triggers? Why?
Other people talking about cutting because it makes me remember when i did it and wanting to do it again.
Pictures/Gif's of it.. because obviously i remember doing it and wanting to do it again..
uhmm when i get depressed (obvious reasons why) uhmm.. those are all i can think of right now..
25. Do you know any statistics about self harm?
No, I do not. All i know is that there are a lot of teenagers that do or have done it.