i know im not special ...but hes
special to me ...i know im not the only one he talks to ...but hes
the only i talk to ...i know he would never want a girl like me
...but i really love him ....
the more i talk to him , the more i realize i want
him, the more i realize i want him , the more i figure out i cant
have him , the more i figure out i cant him , the more i break
inside..
" i dont know why everybody hates me so much.
But maybe i do because now i hate me too. Right now, i dont see the
reason for trying,or for talking, or breathing, im just done!
"