xxbrunette_babe_131xx

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- 7/31/10 -
brianbarnett - the boy who has my fragile heart in the palm of his hand & holds the key to getting inside it
[♥ ]


i really don't care what anyone's opinions and thoughts are about me. i'm not perfect. atually i'm far from it
i'm a real person because of my imperfections and flaws, though i'm not a screw up. 
i like to be different from everyone else. i don't believe in "fitting in" with the crowd. 
i'm loud. 
i know many, but i've learned i can only trust few.
i'm not shy, and i'm not afraid to make a fool of myself in front of people i don't even know. 
i live for the moments that i cant put into words. 
my friends and family are my life. 
music = love ♥
 
i laugh more then i breathe. 
my dog is my baby
i ruin awkward silences; 
i'll start dancing if i get bored 
& i smile when people stare at me. 
i'm nice if you're nice
i don't have just one bestfriend, i simply have sisters who are a part of my family :]

i prefer to hang out with guys rather then girls; that's simply how i grew up.
i believe that a baseball uniform makes any guy look hot and football is my favorite sport to watch.
i hate soccer.
when couples split up i get sad.
i love string cheese from wisconsin.
i'm very superstitious.

i can't stand when anyone texts with inproper grammar.
i hate any kind of unneeded change.
and when i grow up, i don't care what i do, i just want to be happy (:

 
just because you read this, doesnt mean you know me. 
 
oh yeah, you can call me jenna 


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Quotes by xxbrunette_babe_131xx

 Him : Do you want my ps3 for a week? I'm not going to play it because i'm getting sick of it.
Me : Lol yeah sure.
Him : Sorry but no
Me : Lmao, i figured that'd be the answer (:
Him : How did you know that.
Me : Thats like.. your baby. Of course your not going to give it to me lol. Plus your a guy.
Him : Your my baby. But i still wouldn't give up my ps3.
Me : (: aww <3 & yeah I know you wouldnt.
Him : I wouldn't give you up either.



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credit goes to my mother *

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neeeeded to put it somehwere
Things do not happen the same way twice
so why waste a perfectly good wish on him to come back on 11:11?
it -won't- pick up right where you two left off. 
&& no matter how much
y.o.u . l.o.v.e . h.i.m, it wont be the same.
there will always be some [fear] that he'll leave again.
and some
[curiosity] to why he broke up with you in the first place.
who knows? maybe it'll be >>better<<.
but are you willing to have your heart s/h/a/t/t/e/r/e/d to find out
[?]


 Support Our Troops

The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight. 

The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. 
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. 

The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. 
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
 My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. 
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, Alone figure stood, his face weary and tight. 
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.
Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled, Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child. 
"What are you doing?" I asked without fear, "Come in this moment, it's freezing out here! 
Put down your pack, brush the snow from your sleeve, You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve!"
For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift, Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts

To the window that danced with a warm fire's light. Then he sighed and he said, "Its really all right,
I'm out here by choice. I'm here every night. "It's my duty to stand at the front of the line,
That separates you from the darkest of times. 
No one had to ask or beg or implore me,
I'm proud to stand here like my fathers before me. My Gramps died at ' Pearl on a day in December,"
Then he sighed, "That's a Christmas 'Gram always remembers."My dad stood his watch in the jungles of ' Nam ',
And now it is my turn and so, here I am.  
I've not seen my own son in more than a while, But my wife sends me pictures, he's sure got her smile.” 
Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag, The red, white, and blue... an American flag.
 “I can live through the cold and the being alone, Away from my family, my house and my home. 

I can stand at my post through the rain and the sleet, I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat. 
I can carry the weight of killing another, Or lay down my life with my sister and brother..
Who stand at the front against any and all, To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall." 
 "So go back inside," he said, "harbor no fright, Your family is waiting and I'll be all right."
 "But isn't there something I can do, at the least, "Give you money," I asked, "or prepare you a feast?
 It seems all too little for all that you've done, For being away from your wife and your son." 

Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret, "Just tell us you love us, and never forget.
To fight for our rights back at home while we're gone, To stand yo! ur ! own watch, no matter how long.
For when we come home, either sta nd ing or dead, To know you remember we fought and we bled.
Is payment enough, and with that we will trust, That we mattered to you as you mattered to us."
and every time i think of him
-; i t . m a k e s . m e . s i c k ;-
and i dont wanna know
-; j u s t . w h a t . h a p p e n e d ;-
</3


&& he's probably
[burned] all of her -old love- notes
and threw out
that
jacket
yeah he most likely
got rid of
e v e r y t h i n g
that reminded him of her
&& 
moved on;
but for her?
yeah she's a
completely
d i f f e r e n t - - - > s t o r y
</3




I'm learning from all of the relationships in the past;;
Life's a bunch of bullshit & promises never last
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*found on a website