xxcandygirl97xx

SO WHO ELSE

IS GETTING

HIT BY

HURRICANE

SANDY

TONIGHT?!?!

If you really knew me  you would know I'm a middle child and i hate it.

if you really knew me you would know that i am the most insecure person when it comes to my body

if you really knew me you would know that i have trust issues and dont talk to many people because of it

If you really knew me you would know that i feel like i dont belong anywhere.

If you really knew me you would know that i lost my Grandpa a few months ago. He was the my hero and im still lost without him

if you really knew me  you would know i got attacked by a group of about 10 girls both verbally and physically all because i was friends with someone new.

if you really knew me you would know my little brother tried to kill himself a few months ago because he thought noone loved him.

if you really knew me you would know that I have been living in a hotel for the past 5 months  because my house went on fire and we lost just about everything.

if your really knew me you would also know that i try and stay as strong as possible because what happens, happens theres nothing you can do to change it so you have to figure out the best way to  handle it.

 

 

The past 9 months have been a living NIGHTMARE..
  
 
In September they thought my sister have breast cancer and she needed surgery.
In November, my Grandpa had 6 heartattacks, He dies the following December..
In February i was verbally and physically attacked in school by a group of girls. I was give the same punishment as them(suspension) for defending myself and hitting back.
In March my little brother was put in the hospital on suscide watch because he had a whole plan to kill himself. Hes 12.
2 weeks ago, my house burnt down. I am curently living in a hotel with my family. We lost just about everything.
Our new house is going to be a fresh start for my family. I believe that from here on out, things will get better<3
 
 
 
 
All i need right now is support. I'm not asking for faves or comments just true SUPPORT<3




 

1. Last hug:My daddy♥
2. Last phone call: my boyfriend<3 (christian) 
3.Last text message: christian<3
4. Last song you heard: Moments By One Direction
5. Last time you cried: saturday night

Have you ever..
6. Dated someone twice:Yes
7. Been cheated on: idk 
8. Kissed someone and regretted it:Yes
9. Lost someone special:Yes
10. Been depressed:Yes
11. Pulled an all nighter:Yes


List three favorite colors:
12. pink
13.purple
14. green


This year have you..
15. Made a new friend:Yes
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried:ALOT
18. Met someone who changed you: yupp 
19. Found out who your true friends are:YES
20. Found out someone was talking about you:yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friends list:YES (my boyfriend) 


Your life
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:all (i dont accept unless ive met you) 
23. How many kids do you want: alot
24. Do you have any pets: 3 dogs
25. Do you want to change your name: alissa-jean afterr my great grandma. love it<3 
26. What did you do on your last birthday: friends and family came over
27. What time did you wake up today: 9:00 bc my phone rang:/
28. What were you doing at midnight lastnight:playing just dance
29. Name something you cant wait for: one direction concertttt! may 26!(:
30. Last time you saw your mother: 5 mins ago
31. What is one thing you would change about your life: nothing right now 
32. What are you doing rightnow:Nothing really
33. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: Yes
34. Whos getting on your nerves rightnow:No One
35. Most visited webpage:Facebook and Witty
36. Real name: Alissa-jean
37. Do you wannna change your name:nope
38. Relationship status: taken by the most amazing guy<3 been together for 9 months(: 
39. Male or female:Female
40. Write w/e you want here:hi(:
41. Long or short:short
42. Height:5"4
43. Do you have a crush on someone:christian<3
44. What do you like about yourself: idkk
45. Peircings:yes
46. Tattoos:no
47. Righty or lefty: righty

Firsts
48.Peircings: ears
49. Bestfriend: miranda and sami(: 
50. Sport you joined: dont play sports
51. Vacation: disney 



Right now
52. Eating: nothing
53. Drinking:nothing
54. Im about to: finish this
55. Listening to:music
56. Waiting for:no one


Future
57. Want kids:yea
58. Get married: yea 
59. Career:idkk yet


 Which is better
60. Lips or eyes:eyes
61. Hugs or kisses:kisses
62. Shorter or taller:taller
63. Older or younger: right now my boyfriends a year younger<3
64. Romantic or spontaneous:romantic
65. Sensitive or loud:both
66. Hookup or relationship:relationship



Have you ever
67. Kissed a stranger:no
68. Stole something for someone:no
69. Lost glasses/contacts:dont wear glasses
70. Hurt yourself:no
71. Broke someones heart:idk
72. Been arested:nope
73. Turned someone down:yes
74. Cried when someone died:everytime
75. Fallen for a friend:nope

At 1:46 A.M it will be mine and my boyfriends 9 month anniversary. I'm laying in bed with his sweatshirt on talking to him and all i can do is smile<3 He is the best thing that has happen to me. I couldnt ask for anything more. He is always there for me.  When i got attacked by a group of girls and broke my wrist, he was at my house the minute he heard. Some times he will just look into my eyes and tell me how much he loves me<3 If another guy is bothering me he makes them stop. On halloween we were walking on a busy street and he made me walk on the inside. I asked him what the difference and he said if a car comes, theyll hit me and i would rather get hit then you<3 




can this quote get some favs not for me but for the fact that there are still guys out there who are respectful and actually care about their girlfriend<3

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I miss the days when
I would pretend to fall asleep on the car ride home just to be carried in the house(:
 

Hi grandpa<3 I miss you so much. I would give up everything just to see you one more time. I never stop thinking about you. Last week was my birthday. It was my 15th birthday. It was the first birthday you werent there for. I missed you alot. While everyone was singing to me I thought of you. Not a day goes by where i dont think of you. You my best friend. No matter what you always made me smile. If I was crying you would hug me and tell me not to cry because it was going to be okay. I have a picture of me and you right above my bed. I get out early all next week for midterms. I remember when i would get out early and you would come pick me up. in the summer after finals you would take me to get italian ices. i really miss you grandpa. i love you and i would give the world to see you one more time and atleast get the chance to say goodbye</3

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!