xxforeverandneverxx

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Hey BROO
 My name is Kathy, and im a freshman.i have one little brother, and my mommy and daddy. I live in a nice little area, that nobody has ever heard of, but in this nice little town, are bitches and sluts backstabbing girls and too many players.
 I have only had two boyfriends in my life time, one of them cheated on me with my bestfriend in 7th grade, the first one i had, he just repeatedly broke my heart. Every single year. This torment started the first day of 6th grade. I saw him and i fell for him almost instantly. We dated for a week or so, then he broke up with me. And then we hated eachother for the rest of the year. Seventh grade came and i was "in love" with this guys close friend. He had a girlfriend but he was cheating on her with like 5 other girls, im ashamed to say, i was one of them. And then we started to date. We started to sext almost everynight, but my parents were super strict, and never let us hang out. We never did anything, and he always got mad. Then i introduced him to my bestfriend, and they started texting and talking to eachother allll the time, and every time i asked him about it, he would say i swear im not lieing! dont you love me enough to trust me? and i always fell for the lie.
Then i always came back to my first boyfriend, over and over every single year, until this year. when he finally told me how he felt about me, the honest raw truth-he hated me. thats when it hit me, i be waisting so much time on something that didnt care about me at all, never had and never would. i finally understood the saying that if somebody wants to go, you cant make them stay. So now, here i am, full of heartbreak and confusion, wondering where to go. 
 And most recently, i got into a huge fight with the one person who meant more than life itself to me, and i lost it, and him. I meant to tell him how I was truely in love with him, and how no matter how much time passed i would always know my feelings for him would stay the same... and then i blew off steam on him.... He said a few things that hurt, just because they came from him, and then i called him a mistake, which is my biggest regret, let alone my biggest mistake. Because now i realized that hes gone forever, and i will never get him back, and the worst part? He doesnt give a shit.