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 Cross out the things you've done.

Graduated high school. 
drank.
Kissed someone.
Smoked a cigarette. 
Got so drunk you passed out. 
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Help someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid). 
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on. 
Written a 10 page letter
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself on accident.
...on purpose
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Skipped school
Had detention.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school. 
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun. 
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand. 
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world. 
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stiches
Taken a taxi. 
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at onc
Overdosed.
Have a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Gone surfing in California
.Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card. 
Did “spirit day” at school. 
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.

Shitt, i crossed off alot. haha

 Cross out the things you've done.

Graduated high school. 
drank.
Kissed someone.
Smoked a cigarette. 
Got so drunk you passed out. 
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Help someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid). 
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on. 
Written a 10 page letter
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself on accident.
...on purpose
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Skipped school
Had detention.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school. 
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun. 
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand. 
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world. 
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stiches
Taken a taxi. 
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at onc
Overdosed.
Have a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Gone surfing in California
.Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card. 
Did “spirit day” at school. 
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.

Shitt, i crossed off alot. haha

 A year and a half ago, my best friend died.
It still hurts so bad, i cant take his picture off as my screen saver, 
i cant take any of his pictures down,
it hurts so bad, it feel like it all happened yesterday.
It kills me not to have him here anymore, 
i still call his phone to hear his voice in his voicemail,
i want him back more than anything, i would give anything,
its not fair not having him hear, not seeing his smile or his blue eyes, 
i dont want to forget him, but i want the pain to stop. I still cry myself 
to sleep, i go to his grave every month, and i never forget to text his 
phone, i always hug the stuffed animal he gave me for valentines day
sometimes, i think dying would be so much easier, i wouldnt have 
to deal with the pain and i could be with him again.
i miss him so much,
dakota, i love you. <3
forever.

 this is what its like;

 So Today,

                I was sitting on my boyfriends lap as we played call of duty together(:






special? i think so(: