i wish i was a good writer.
i just want to be able to express what i feel in words, and share it with you wonderful wittians...
..but i know no one will care, just like no one does in the real world either.
the world where it's not okay that i wear dark clothing, and don't like to smile.
the world where i can't sleep with sirens, or pierce the veil.
the world where i have to be fake, and rely on the people i dislike the most to try and accept me.
the world where my own sadness means nothing to anyone, and the most important people to me don't care about me.
the world where i have to hide.
the world where pretending is like a habit to me, it comes naturally, and i don't know how to break its wall so that i can finally get away from it all.
the world where my existence doesn't matter, and never will.
the world where i'm just in the way, but not really because i'm invisible.
so suck it up. don't cry. don't be a baby.
don't complain. don't be weak.
don't be yourself.
i need to remind myself to
stop being so useless.
Quotes by xxjessbieberxx
Pariah | puh - rahy - uh
A person without status.
A rejected member of society.
[ ] Kissed someone before dating
[ ] Gotten
a phone taken away at school
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum
[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test Total so far: 2
[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class Total so far: 4
[ ] Got your mom, dad, sibiling, etc to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher Total so far: 8
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours Total so far: 11
[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission
[x] Broke the dress code
[x] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class Total so far: 14
[ ] Been called the worst student
[ ] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking Total so far: 15
[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind their back
[x] Copied homework
[ ] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal/dean
[x] Thrown food in the lunch room Total so far: