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Chapter
7
RYAN
Liza’s hand formed
into a fist as she signed the third letter of my name.
I mimicked her movements,
and finally she showed me the n.
I spelled my name in sign
language once more for her, and she smiled and clapped her
hands.
Her smile brought this
glow to her, her beautiful brown eyes danced with
happiness.
I have truly never felt
this way with someone before.
Definitely never this way
with Sydney.
I checked around the
library again.
It had been 10 minutes
and Ellis still wasn’t back from the bathroom.
I shrugged it off anyway.
I liked being alone with Liza.
She was really
something.
“Do you want to
learn the whole alphabet?” she wrote on the
whiteboard.
I nodded. “Only if
you’ll teach me,” I said.
I found it amazing that
she could read lips like that. I could never.
She nodded.
We began from the very
beginning, starting with a. We got about halfway through, and
that’s when I started making mistakes and messing
up.
I got frustrated with
myself, but Liza laughed it off.
She had incredible
patience.
She had taught me the
whole alphabet and told me to recite it to her, by
myself.
I raised my hand in the
air, and began to sign.
I stopped at h,
forgetting the sign. I fished through my brain, trying to
remember.
My struggles seemed to
amuse her. She laughed.
I’ve never heard
her laugh before.
It was a sweet little
laugh; quiet and gentle.
“Your laugh is
beautiful,” I said, grinning.
Her smiles faded, and she
looked to the side, trying to hide her blushing
cheeks.
I chuckled to myself. She
did that a lot.
I guess she never really
received complements like that.
But everything I said to
her was true. I meant it all.
“Hey, since
you’re teaching me sign language, maybe I can teach you to
speak?” I wrote.
I handed her the
whiteboard, and she looked it over.
She looked up at me, her
eyes questioning.
“Sure,” she
wrote, breaking her stare.
I smiled, just as the
bell rang.
“Great, let’s
meet back here tomorrow. Half of study hall we can do sign, half
we can do speech,” I said.
She smiled faintly and
nodded.
“See you in a few
minutes okay? I’ll save you a seat,” I said, heading
off to lunch.
She nodded and opened her
tote bag, looking around for her lunch.
I turned into the
hallway, and walked toward the cafeteria.
“Ryan,” I
heard Ellis say behind me.
I turned
around.
“Hey man! You never
came back! Where were you?” I said, walking closer to
him.
“I did, I just hid
behind the bookshelves…”
A long pause. Ellis
lowered his voice.
“Thanks Ryan.
Nobody’s ever been that sweet and honest to her like that.
I’ve never even gotten the guts to teach her to speak.
She’s really insecure about it. She doesn’t know what
she’ll sound like—if she’ll sound any
good.”
“Hey man, its no
problem,” I said, holding my hands up.
I turned back around to
walk to lunch.
“Ryan?” Ellis
said.
I turned around
again.
“Yeah?”
“Don’t break
her heart okay? She really likes you. I’ve got
that…best friend telepathy,” he said.
I smiled.
“I wouldn’t
dream of it.”