xxmandyyxx

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Joined: May 24, 2009
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 77305
Gender: F
So, My name is Mandy.
 as you can prolly see from my username.
 i'm a junior in highschool, been a
 wittian sincei was 13 i think. 
 i don't really like that much attetion, so i
 pretty much stay out of all the 'dramas' 
(air quotes around dramas becasue 
 seriously,a fight over nutella? 

 really? its a food). 
 i absolutty love music, i mean who doesnt?
 Eminem is my favorite artist of all time.



 

xxmandyyxx's Favorite Quotes

"They
wanna see
you do good,
but never
better than
them.
Remember
that."


Do you ever look up from reading a book and get disoriented because you’re actually in your bedroom or class or somewhere that isn’t the story? 
Want to know why I'm single?

You meet a guy, randomly start talking one day, he compliments you on everything he can: "you're gorgeous", "you're cute" etc.. he asks about your past relationships, you tell him you've been hurt before he says " I would never hurt you", you tell him some funny life stories, he tells you his. he starts flirting with you and you start to think he's a really nice guy, you then flirt back. He asks for your number, you give it to him straight away. Quickly; speaking to him becomes your daily routine, you count on him speaking to you, and whatever he does you smile instantly. He asks about your day and you speak all night. The night conversations are always the best. He always asks you if you're tired or you want to go to sleep but you say no and stay just to talk to him. You get butterflies every single time he speaks to you. You now tell your friends how much you like him. You're over the moon. You feel like the happiest girl in the world. but then one day, he randomly stops talking to you, stops putting the effort in and you have no idea why, you know something's changed but you're confused. He stops putting the effort in and you become all clingy and feel like a pest every time you pick up the strength to say "hi" to him, you come to a conclusion that its all your fault and he's mad at you for whatever you have done. He says "sorry, i've been busy" so, you let it go, but for days after maybe weeks and he's still busy constantly. every time you talk to her it becomes an argument, over the most stupidest of things.. you then stop putting the effort in thinking it works both ways, but it doesn't. You then stop speaking, weeks or months go by and you still haven't spoken. You notice that they call every other girl "perfect" and all the other things he called you. He's fine without you. He has already moved on and you're still mad and upset. You still hope that one day he will pop up and everything will go back to how it was, back to normal but you know that will never happen, you now compare every other guy to him. He forgot about you a long time ago, and you still don't want to believe you got played.
And that my friends, is why I'm single.

 Biggest lie told in schools: Bullying will not be tolerated.







I have this weird self-esteem
issue where I hate myself, but I still think I'm better than everyone else.







 

Adults teach you to stand up for yourself and fight for what you believe in,
until what you believe in is different than what they believe in.

No but I actually talk to myself a lot and it’s an actual big problem, like I’ll be thinking something or imagining a conversation in my head and I’ll start muttering or mouthing the words and sometimes I even start making faces and I don’t even realize I’m doing it and it’s actually a really big issue.
The nicest people I've ever
met were covered in
tattoos and piercings. The
most judgemental people
I've met are the ones who
go to church every Sunday.


 



and if you don't
like me, as I do you;
I understand.

because who would
really choose
a daisy, in a field
of roses?


 
Every person you
meet, every single one,
is looking for their story.
There are no
exceptions.
You become part of it
by how you
treat them.