xxmasqueradexx

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Joined: July 1, 2012
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About Me
I am fourteen & blow the candles out on October 20th.
I have curly brown hair.
My eyes are hazel green.
I'm slightly shorter than average.
I weigh about 147, give or take a few pounds depending. {That's considered overweight, btw.}
My nails are horrible because I bite them.
I have lots of scars...from bug bites & scrapes.
^^My blood is sweet. {xD}
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And other stuff..f there's one thing I like about myself, it's my eyes.
I hate my body & my lifestyle, I never feel good enough.
My favorite color is purple.
My favorite animal is a crow.
I love birds.
I love taking pictures.
I love writing.
I want to go to college for literature.
It's my dream to be a best-selling author.
I love crows because they are plain, easily judged, laugh a lot, but are really intelligent. {Sounds like someone VERY familiar, hmmm.....}
I have a story called 'Ace of Hearts' on Wattpad.
My favorite types of genre are fantasy, sci-fi, adventure, and {of course} romance!
My favorite mythical creature is a wyvern.
I can't wait to go to college, meet new people, and move away from this life.
My dream college is Savannah College of Art & Design. {That's a long shot considering I live in PA}
I like Airedale terriers. {Random much?!}
I don't like typical teenage girl music.
My favorite group would probably be Within Temptation.
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But that's what life is, a
masquerade.

 

Quotes by xxmasqueradexx

And I thought I was the only on who noticed.
Who noticed how my bestfriend treats me when we're around her other friends.
The athletic ones. The better ones.
But then....
The other day at lunch I said something, referring to how she leaves me
And my other friend, who I'm not awfully close to, said;

"She's a real b//tch to you when she's around them,"

And I was speechless.
To me it's the plain and simple things that are the most beautiful.
It's never me, is it?
If all my friend had to choose one person to ne friends with for the rest of their life, I don't think anyone would choose me.
Not even my best friend. She'd probably pick one of her soccer or more athletic friends.
I'm always the last choice.
And did you ever stop to think that maybe all I ever wished for was to be wanted?
And I just realized that if it came down to it, I'm too coward to take the coward's way out
And having to sit through an entire night of listening to two of your bestfriends telling your crush a 'cute' way to ask someone else to the winter formal
is by far one of the hardest things I've had to do
For one day, just one day, I want to know what it feels like to be pretty. To have people love you. To have lots of friends. To be popular. To be special. To be loved.
Just one day.
And maybe all I need is a friend.
Every day I'm reminded of how stupid I am.