xxninjaxx

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Joined: November 13, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 238023
The Names Hannah(:
I Live Breath A Sleep Softball<3
Im 14 , and 4'9 -___________-
Im Really Funny So Get To Know Me (;
And I Love The Color Lime Green.... Just Saying :p

Yeaah , Emma i love you soo much , idk where i would be without you in my life :o!

Est. September 6th.<3

I live off of music, headphones in , world out<3 
Avenged Sevenfold
Skrillex
Zac Brown Band and more <3 lololol


Im really weird 0.o But its ok because you will never meet anyone like me (; I've been though alot , bullying , depression , abuse and more -.- 

But get to know me ;D

Quotes by xxninjaxx

If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what your falling in love with.  You are falling in love with my insecurities and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.  You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart, If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when im with you, the way ill text you in the mornings just to tell you I hope you have a great day. You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me dispite my thinking that it is impossible.

If I ever push you away, I don't really mean to, When I tell you I don't want to talk about it I do, I am just looking for the right words. Give me a minute, and if I can tell you, I will. I try to be a struggling mix or real and perfect at the same time. At the moment, I am working on the ratio. When I get really quiet sometimes it is because I have too much to say I have thought of too many things to tell you, all at once and I dont know what to say first. I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you really easily. But I also like that we can be apart and we are both okay. Space is good too. I love the way we love someof the same things, and I love how we love entirely diffrent things. My head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past, and somehow the future. I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying.I am one person and I am to hands and I am one heart, And I love you and I am so glad you are here.

Why did I give up everything for you? Why did I get better for you? Why did I gain so much weight for you? Why did I stop cutting for you? Why did I trust you? Why did I believe every word you said? Why did I let you get close to me? Why did I tell you things I've never told anyone else? Why did I see a future with you? Why did I care about you more than anyone? Why did I put you first? Why did I give you everything I had? Why, why did I fall in love with you?

Just for you, I'll cover up my cuts with braclets.
I'll eat infront of you, to make me seem ok.
I'll laugh at your jokes and smile at your stories.
I'll wear loose sweatshirts and sweats to cover up my fat.
I'll put on make-up to cover my flaws.
I'll do whatever it take to make me seem ok. 

I miss you. Yes you said those awful things, yes you embasrressed me infront of our friends, but I miss you still. I miss the drives, the hugs, the secret kisees that nobody could know about. The "You're beautiful"s. I just want it abck, but if I "Nag you one more time" then it's over for good. Atleast if we stay silent about this, there's a chance we'll be bestfriends again. God I hope so.

17 Days ago I tried to kill myself and failed.
I was put in a mental hospital.
I got out yesterday.
The first thing i did when I got home?
I cut again.
What I did this morning?
Cut again.
I just wan't it to end.

They tell her to put down the blade forget,
But that's when she pushes her hardest and remembers. 

Why yes, I do report every One Direction quote i see :D

Today my teacher saw my arms and wrists and pulled me out of the class.

He said to me to keep my head up and stay strong that things get better. I told him everyone says that but it doesnt. He did something i would never be able to do. He pulled up his sleeves and i saw all his scars he look at me and isaid trust me Hannah it will get better i promise.