but
more importantly, i never
thought YOU'd become that BOY
who did all of this to me.
I am the type of
girl who does not like to go to bed at night;
when i am sleeping my mind is free
to think about 'anything',
that 'anything' could be
flashbacks of the past, which i do not want to think
about.
and its hard to control it once they
all start.
So at night i will lay awake
protecting myself from my own mind.