xxoogabriela

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Quotes by xxoogabriela

the boys i want,

and the boys that want me..



two completely different sets of people

you were always there but i never saw you,
now i see you and your not there..

i never thought id become that girl who believed you when everyone else saw threw your lies
i never thought id become that girl who couldn't hold back her tears
i never thought id become that girl who cant get over a breakup 
i never thought id become that girl who could not face the truth


but more importantly, i never thought YOU'd become that BOY who did all of this to me.

the only thing worse than 

the pain of not having you
right now

 

is the pain of knowing the past is the past.
and that past was me.
and knowing that you are not going back to the past.
and your not going back to me.



in a sick twisted way

its funny how something can go from meaning the world, 

to being worthless. 
and the thing is im the thing that turned worthless not him.

im not pretty 
im not perfect
im not fake

im just me.


and the one thing you believed in the most,
leaves you with the biggest scar.


I am the type of girl who does not like to go to bed at night; 

when i am sleeping my mind is free to think about 'anything',
that 'anything' could be flashbacks of the past, which i do not want to think about.
and its hard to control it once they all start.

So at night i will lay awake protecting myself from my own mind.

i have trust issues.
little amount of people do i trust,
and people i don't trust i don't like.

is it just me?