Well hello there(: My namee is sam. Im 15 years old, birthdayy is June 8th. Sophopmoreee(; I love to spendd time with my friends. When im with them i have no problemm putttin' a real smile on my face. Photography is awsome, i love looking at pictures people have taken. Im takiing itt now in schoool. Music♥. It gets me through everything, along with my friends. I listen to allll types. Im inlove with Wiz Khalifa thoo.(; ONELOVE; softballll ! ahhh, its honestly my life. 9 yearss babby. ShortStop +& 3rd base. I like to think imma good player, not to be cocky about it. I obviously have my moments where i suck, but i put everthing i have into it, +& from what i think; it pays off. Not afraid to get dirty like some of the girls. Nothin' stops me from goin after the ball. Im no 'girl-girl', but im not a 'tomboy' either. I like shopping at American Eagle, Hollister, all that. But im not to prepppy or anything. You'll usuallly find me hanging out with boys more then girls. Girls piss me off very easily, but of course i got my feww that i loveee(: Nott afraidd to try anything. I like doing something new to lightinnn upp my lifee. Just makes it bettter;]. Im naturally a blonde but dyed my hair brown last summer. Its been some weird colors in the past year. Like orange, +& red.. not wanting it that way. lolol. Im a nice person as long as youur nice to mee(: I can be a bitch, fair warning. Lol, i love to help people. so if you have any problems i'd be more then happy to try +& help youu(: just comment on my profile.
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And the thing is, kenny and i broke up. And i tell matt everything so he knew legitametallly the minute it happened. And we text for about 8 hours a day. and yesterday, he found out about the whole break up because i like him, and he asked me out. i told him to ask me again in a few days. And we're going to the movies this weekend, with other people. And the thing is, i feel bad, cause kenny's wicked hurt right now. but i think it might just be the best, yah know? what do you think? would you think badly of me if i dated someone like a week or two after i broke up with someone?
And i don't care what they say, i honestly couldn't care less. they don't faze me. they're just jealous bitchees.
thing is; member matt? well i told kenny the truth. that i, you know, like matt. and it's not good. he's still with me. but he cries all the time too. and i feel terrible. but it's not my fault! and i told him because he told me to tell him if it happened. i did. and it's just really bad. and i don't know what to do anymore. and i just kinda hate myself right now. i wish i could be okay again.
We're prettty good now. At the time i was telling you about us, we were going through a really hard time. With a lot of fighting. Now, the last time we fought was over a month ago. So that's good. And he's really sweet to me. which makes me feel wicked bad about the fact that i'm kinda a flirt... And his friends HATE me and think i'm a whoree. but i guess i don't blame them. Because everytime they see me, i'm surrounded by guys, not girls. Which i understand doesn't look good. They don't think i deserve him. And you know, i probably don't. i mean, he probably deserves a girl who's really nice and pretty and loyal and not a flirt. and maybe someone who's at his schoool, yah know?
It's hard being at a different school with all new people. Especially when i'm away from kenny... A lot of the boys flirt with me. and i'm not gonna lie, i'm a natural flirt, so i might flirt back... i dunnno though. most of the time i think i'm just being friendly and people will be like "you act like your dating" 'do you like him' "do you have feelings for him" and it's like no. they flirt with me. i can't control it. it's not like i cheat on him or anything though.
And yeah, i've made a lot of friends that are in different crowds. just like yoou have. But i come to find out that once i get to know someone, they're a lot different than who i just assumed they were. And usually we become friends. it's not like i won't be friends with someone. i'll be friends with mostly anyone.
And i've made some new friends. (They're all boys still). i have a hard time making friends with girls... All the girls at my school that i'm not already friends with are either major whores, or painfully shy. So it's really hard to make friends with them. cause i like outgoing happy people, ya know?