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My name is Shannon. My birthday is on January 5th, im fourteen years old, in 8th grade.i fall so hard, so fast.i thought he was different, and now i know why people say all guys are the same. i get fucked over all the time,people play with my heart like its a toy... All my girls mean the world to me,no matter how close we are. My real best friend is olivia my sister lorraine is always there for me, without them two, i have no idea where i would be right now..

Boys..

a four letter word that is probably the most confusing..

i will never figure them out. I get fucked over like theres no tomorrow,and for some reason, my hearts worth nothing to guys

 

right now i feel like my hearts being fucked over and i cant tell myself i love anyone when i know its going to end sometime. why cant i just love&be happpy? no one understands.
jesse..
its so weird how i look at the clock right now and it's 12:20..
12.20.11.. thats not when this all started.. he's my best friend, i tell him everything, we starting being best friends when we were in every class together, we got partnered for everything. But then in October, we started facebook chatting, and texting everyday. I would help him with his girl problems, and he'd help me with my guy problems, he dated my bestfriend, i dated his.. everything was the same until my bestfriend olivia said to me," you like jesse don't you" i couldn't help from saying, yes, alot. So one night in december at a party he was hooking up with this girl, i looked over from the opposite side of the room, wishing it was me, i kept looking over at him, him looking at me, then i looked away embarrassed, i know all we'd be was friends, until that night. I slept at Olivia's house and we were texting, like we usually do every night, and he was like "last night on oovoo was our best one" this was because we were on oovoo all night. He later sent a text saying just this "iiilikeuuu" and i didnt care if he was joking or not, so i replied, "i dont know if your joking or not, but i like you too." he said really? im not joking, tonight i realized i dont feel right with anyone but you. i love you. The next day he brokeup with his girlfriend and told her he was sorry,but he's been in love with someone else that he just realized nowThats how it all began until this day, i love him. <3