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Sometimes,
all you can do is
hold on

We just found out that the my Aunt's baby, that I take care of, has a very serious allergy.
My
boyfriend and I were feeding Jade her and she seemed ok, but then an hour or so later she started to sweat ferociously. Her face got puffy and she started coughing. We had to rush her to the E.R. We later found out that Jade had a allergy to all things with corn syrup in them.
Poor Jade she couldn't breathe and
almost died...


 


Finally, something good happened to me.
 The person I was
crushing on for two years, Chris, asked me out!
I started
crying because I was overwhelmed  and he got really worried.
I told him
everything that happened to me in the past month,
Ruby passing away, my moms miscarriage,
and my Aunt Sammy being in
heaven
after giving birth, leaving me to take care of her baby.
He is now
helping me through all of this.
He even
helped me take care of Jade, Sammy's baby,  yesterday.
He is
beautiful in every single way.
 

Things just get worse and worse.
The day after we found out that Topaz wasn't
going to be born,
we got a call from my local hospital
telling me that my Aunt Sammy

died during child birth.
Nobody knows who the baby girl's father is
so the baby was passed down to my family.
My mom, Sammy's sister, and my dad,
let me name the baby because I would be
taking care of her the most.
In honor of my dead twin,
Ruby, and miscarried sister, Topaz,
I named her
Jade, almost as a gem daughter.

A few months ago my mom got pregnant with another girl.
Yesterday my mother was experiencing extreme stomach pains so we went to the hospital
We soon found out that the umbilical cord wrapped around the baby's neck and choked her to death
She was going to be my other gem sister
We named her Topaz...


Goodbye sis at least you'll have Ruby with you in heaven

R.I.P. baby girl

 



 


Luck may not always be on my side,
but the spirit of my sister
will be with me forever.
*It helps me get through all the other tragedies*

 


Another tragedy hits my house.
My 
brother came home from Iran,
but for the
first week or so home
he has to stay in the
hospital
after getting both his legs amputated.
Of course, when he resumes
living with us
he will be in a
wheelchair
and we will have to take care of him.
The
worst thing of all,
was the
shock and sorrow on his face
when we told him that
Ruby died.
He will
miss my "copy" and his strong, fast legs.
I know you can get through it Aden!
 



Do you ever feel like breaking down
Do you ever feel out of place
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
that no one heard you screaming

No you don't know what its like when when nothing feels alright
No you don,t know what its like to be like me

To feel hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when your down
To feel like you've been pushed around
No you don't know what its like

WELCOME TO MY LIFE







 

Today a part of me literally died.
My twin sister, Ruby, died.
She was fighting brain cancer for almost two years.
But today, her frail little heart just stopped.
She was my only friend, and I was hers.
I love you Ruby, you will always have the largest part in my heart.
R.I.P.
Ruby Surry
February 13, 1995 - February 28, 2011
Love your Gem Sister,
Amber

The one thing
that is
not thrown at me on the bus
is FRIENDSHIP