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Because, the other girls are fake. You're not pretty like them because your beauty is real. plain and simple

You are far from useless Haylee, you mean the world to me, and so much more than that. You're everything I could ever want in a best friend.

Haylee, its not like that.. i know it seems like a great time, and great experiences, but they all came back to bite me in the in some way or another. I only won that award in 5th grade because the teacher was a sketch, and because I was one outgoing mother effer who wasnt afraid to sing infront of everyone. Now? Its the exact opposite. In 6th grade, I had him. But I lost him, and here I am, 3 years later, still waiting for him to come back. I was too young then, I was stupid. Every friend I had in 7th grade, they all left, or turned into who they never said they'd be. Half of them don't have time to even look in my direction anymore, the other half hate me. I lost them all. My first technical kiss, was with a boy who was completely wrong for me, and months later, hurt me so bad to the point I went to a hospital. And student of the month, was surprising. I didn't think I deserved it cause I slacked off so much. Now? I'm failing at least two classes. I know it all seemed great, and it was while those times lasted. But now, I'm just filled with pain and regret. You don't need to be jealous of me Haylee, you wouldn't want to wake up everyday, with the thoughts I have. With the guilt and self hatred I feel towards myself, and my life everyday. I know things may not be easy for you. You're so intelligent, yet incredibly shy. I know you hate it, but I wouldn't change that about you for the world. No matter how much you drive me crazy from time to time, I wouldn't change one damn thing about you. For the past couple of days, I thought our friendship was falling apart. You were being snappy towards me, I was being a and didn't want to talk to anyone. And for that i'm sorry, I just wish we could understand eachother better. I love you so much Haylee, I know it doesnt seem like it, but I have no idea what i'd do without you. You, along with Sarah, are the two bestfriends anyone could ever ask for. You're unique, and see everyone differently. I wish I had those qualities, but I don't. I want nothing more right now, than for you to be yourself. I don't want you to feel like you have to change, or live up to certain exspectations. I grew up too fast, I know that. From time to time, I'll regret it. But thats just me. Don't grow up to fast, you wouldn't like it. Stay young, innocent, and childish for as long as you can. You're beautiful, and I just want you to know that I love and care about you more than anything. I'm sorry If I made you feel terrible.

<3 sad thing is that I know exacty how you feel :'(
You have me <3

you aren't any of those things. you're pretty and smart and yo0u're good at math. so you defninitely aren;t useless so don't think that about yourself

i don't know what i would do without you.

and tara....

and me....

You have me...

haylee we all love you. please don't do this to yourself. look at thoes things that sarah and katie said. you have so many people that love you. please.....

V that was probably the most meaningful thing i've ever, and i mean EVER in 10 years heard sarah say, (or type) so don't take that as not true Haylee. She's right. Completely & totally right. This is heartbreaking, and you don't deserve to feel this way. You did nothing wrong, just stay gold Haylee<3

Katie's right, we do notice, and reading this pretty much broke my heart.
1. You are NOT worth nothing, your worth a whole lot more than you think Haylee
2. Your not even fat I'm pretty sure I weigh more than you
3. You know you have me and Katies attention whenever you need it, just talk to us and we'll be there
4. Everyone has flaws, if someone doesn't their not real, having flaws is what makes us human, and you are absolutley beautiful, don't doubt it for a minute, and no I'm not just saying it I actually mean it, I'd kill be able to look like you
5. You know I'm here if you ever need to talk so it doesn't get to the point where you're crying until you can't breathe, and Katie is too
6. If you ever, and I mean ever killed yourself I don't know what I'd do.
6 Me and Katie do notice
And most importantly 7.
You are one of my bestfriendsand I love you to death , and I repeat I'm not just saying this, I mean it, you are beautiful, don't you ever ever ever forget that.♥

Sarah & I notice, every single day, we just need you to be open with us. Haylee, we all have flaws. But you do have some beautiful features, your eyes, your smile, and your heart. We're all a little but up inside, but thats okay. Its normal. If you need anything, you know your bestfriends are there for you, always, at any time of the day. We love you. <33

love luan!

martina mcbride!!!!!!!!! oh my god!!!!!

your not useless in any way. you are THE best person that i know and i love you so much. i know that everyone in the trapiziod would pretty much die if you did and you know that i would be in jail for killing the person who killed you or forced you to do it yourself. never think about yourself like that because you are a truley unbelieveably person and your one of my best friends

whats wrong:(

wait wat kid???

aww :( i love that kid.

that's so sad <3):