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Current Story: Family Feud

Sequal to 'A Celebrity Sized Mistake.'
It's a year after everything that happened, and The Peas are back to their silly, lovable selfs.
But when a fan brings up the fact the Will and Fergie get the most attention, this strikes a nerve in Taboo and Apl's heart.
They side with the fan, and say that he's %100 right.
Fergie and Will are appauled, and tell Taboo and Apl that they're loosing their minds.
This sparks the fire that's about to start.
What will happen now?

 


Hello(:
Welcome to my page!
I'm just your typical average teenage girl, trying to get through highschool, dealing with friendship drama, blah blah blah, all teenage crap no one wants -.-
But witty is my escape(:
I love writing with a  passion, so I hope you like my stories.
Hmm... Well that's it.
Peaceeeee<3 :D
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**IMPORTANT NOTE**
Hi guys, so I've been thinking about it for awhile, and I know you guys said you DIDN'T want a sequeal to ACSM, but that's really what I want. I started to write a new story, but I lost connection with it. I really want to write Family Feud, so that's what i'm going to do. :) if you stop reading or unfollow me, I completely understand. thanks for reading anyway. :) ~Sharon






MY STORIES:

A Celebrity Sized Mistake
 Family Feud
Stay tuned for more... XD
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CookieDoughFormats
Family Feud
Sequeal to 'A Celebrity Sized Mistake'

Chapter 7
Will's P.O.V


  Fergie poked me in the back with a wooden spoon, "Go see if you can help him. It's the least you can do."
"Alright alright." I sighed, "Just quit poking me!"
She smirked, then wacked me on the butt with it. But I barley felt it, due to my heavy stitched jeans.
"Don't smack him there, you have to cook with that!" Apl commented, sticking his tongue out at me. "Plus, who knows where that's been."
He smirked, but his face went white when Ferg said, "Oh, I know where it's been." with a sleek smile on her face.
"YUCK! TMI!" Apl cried, covered his ears and collapsing on my couch.
I could barley breath, I was laughing so hard. Fergie giggled to herself, as she started to get things ready for me too cook.
I was still chuckling when I found Taboo. I knocked on the door, "Tab? You need help?"
He opened the door wearing a pair of my sweats. I was okay with it, considering I only wear them when I go to the gym. But he was shirtless, and I was confused. He must've noticed.
"I can't find a shirt to wear. Help?"
I smirked and nodded, and headed over to my closet.
"This one okay?" I held out a neon green shirt that had "BRAZIL CARNIVAL 2010" written on it in tye dye blue and yellow. All of it together represented Brazil's national colors. Did I mention I love Brazil?
He nodded and took it from me, But before he put it on, I noticed something.
Tab had abs. When did that happen?!
"Have you been working out?" I asked, a little shocked.
He blushed a little embarrased, but answered, "Yeah. Why, can you actually tell?" he asked back, looking at himself in the mirror.
"Can I tell? Dude, last time I saw you shirtless was last summer. You were fit but you didn't have abs. Now look at you!" I exclaimed, giving a light punch in the gut. "Rock hard."
He smiled, pulling my shirt over his head. "Thanks.. but your still soft." he joked, poking me in my side. "Inside and out."
"Is that a fat joke?!"
He laughed, then bolted out of the room, "You'll never know!"
"You little!" I shouted chasing after him, but he was already down the stairs with everyone else. Dang, he got fast too.
I scanned for him when I reached the living room, "Where'd he go?!"
Fergie shrugged, but she had a smile on her face. "I don't know.."
I crossed my arms, "Oh really?"
She smiled, ad I was about to accuse her of hiding him, but someone knocked me to the ground before I could.
I laid there stunned on my back, and looked up to see Tab's grinning face.
Both of his hands had my arms glued to the floor; I tried to break free, but he was to strong. He had me pinned.
"Holy crap." I muttered, "You really did get strong."
He chuckled, then got off me.
I rubbed my wrists, he held on pretty tight!
"Geez Tab, I've never seen you beat Will before." Apl said, looking at us from the couch.
"Little man got tough.." I mumbled.
He smiled, but he elbowed me. "Don't call me little!"
"Don't call me soft!"
Apl laughed at us, "You two really are brothers."
That made me smile, Tab and I may butt heads every once in awhile, but he still is my little brother, wheather he likes it or not.
(I was born in March 1975, he was born in July. Incase you're wondering.) "Will." Ferg perked in, "I'm hungry. Start cooking."
I smirked, and kissed her on the head, "I'm sorry. I'll start."
She smiled, but stuck her tongue out at me.
She's such a cutie.



**NOTE** Like I said... Slooooooooow start :p
CookieDoughFormats
Family Feud
Sequeal to 'A Celebrity Sized Mistake'

Chapter 6
Will's P.O.V


  After Fergie and I said goodbye to Terri, it was already 5:30.
"I'm getting hungry. What do you want for dinner?" I asked, pulling her into my arms.
She giggled and looked up at me, her blue-green eyes sparkling in the sunlight that shined through the window of the kitchen.
"I dunno. You're a good cook, surprise me." she answered, pecking me on the cheek and breaking free of my grip.
I blushed, "Alright, are they staying for dinner?" I questioned,  pointing to Taboo and Apl; who were still outside.
She shrugged, getting a can of diet coke out of the fridge. "Ask them, I don't mind."
I nodded and headed outside. "Hey guys, you wanna stay for dinner?"
Apl turned from the TV and looked at me, "Well that depends, who's cooking? You or Ferg?"
"Uh, me?"
He smiled, "Then sure."
"Rude!" Ferg called from the kitchen, standing by the sliding glass door, with her hands on her hips. "My cooking isn't bad, Allen Lindo!"
I smirked, looking at him, "I'd be careful now. She might slip something in your drink when you're not looking."
He gave a nervous chuckle, bitting his bottem lip.
"Chill dude, I'm kidding."
"Yeah I know.. so whatchya cooking?"
I thought for a minute, I literally had no idea what to make.
"I'm not sure what to make... Do you have any ideas Tab?"
I looked over to him, but he was turned away from us, and he didn't repley back.
"Taboo?" I walked around his chair, and found his eyes closed, and him slightly snoring.
"Aww, baby's taking a nap." Apl commented, which made me laugh.
Suddenly an evil idea popped into my head. I smiled, staring at the sleeping Taboo. Apl read me like a book.
"Going to give him a wet wake up call, huh?" he asked, looking at the pool beside us.
I grinned, "How'd ya know?"
He shrugged, then nodded at me, telling me to get started.
I smiled and slipped my hands under Taboo, then gently lifted him up. At this time, I thanked the Lord he was a heavy sleeper.
I walked over to the deep side of the pool, and started to count from the 3.
"3... 2... 1. WAKE UP TABOO!" I yelled, as I tossed him into the cold water.
He must of awakened before he hit the water, because I heard a slight yelp of fear.
Apl and I stood there laughing, then he surfaced, he didn't look happy.
"What the f**k was that for?!"
"We had to wake you up!" Apl choked out while laughing.
Tab grinded his teeth together, "Well, did you ever think of saying 'Hey Taboo! Wake up!'"
"Isn't that what I just said?" I knew I was being a wiseass, but I didn't care at this moment. It was funny!
Tab growled, and splashed water at us, but we quickly jumped back, avoiding it.
He climbed out of the pool, and shook out his shoulder length black hair.
"Come on Tab" I said, still chuckling slightly. "It was just a joke."
"Whatever." he snapped, then walked into the house, walking past Fergie in a huff.
She gave him a look of pitty, then gave a glare to me and Apl.
"Why must you pick on him?"
"'Cause it's fun. And he knows we're just kidding."
She sighed, raising her eyebrows, "That certaintly didn't look like a happy face to me."
An uneasy feeling came over me. Maybe I did take it too far this time.
CookieDoughFormats
Family Feud
Sequeal to 'A Celebrity Sized Mistake'

Chapter 5
 Will's P.O.V


We got back to our house, and took about 30 minutes carrying all of Fergie's stuff in the house.
It was just me, Tab, and Apl though, Fergie didn't help. She sat like a queen on the couch, watching us. Lucky girl.
Terri, Ferg's mother, came over to us; craddling Macy in her arms. She didn't look happy.
"I think you two should take her to a doctors, I think she has an ear infection."
Ferg and I looked at each other, smiles vanished from our faces.
We got up and took our child from Terri; and she must of seen the look on our faces.
"Don't get too worried. It's just an ear infection."
Fergie sighed, and placed her hand on Macy's tiny forehead. She bit her lip.
"She has a fever."
I felt my heart sinking. Macy's my everything, and seeing her sick killed me.
Macy looked at Ferg, and her little lips formed a smile. Fergie smiled back, "Hi baby." she kissed her head, and tickled her sides. She let out a baby giggle.
I smiled, and could hear Taboo and Apl chuckling. They're suckers for Macy's laugh.
Macy's attention turned to me, and she startd to squirm in Fergie's arms.
"Alright alright, I know you're a daddy's girl." she laughed, looking at me. "Take your little twerp."
I smirked at her and took Macy in my arms. She giggled more and started to play with my beard.
"What is it with you and my beard little girl?! You're obsessed!" I said, holding her in front of me and rubbing our noses together. She giggled again, and this time got a tight grip on my nose.
I sighed and stared at her, smirking.
"Man, you're making me miss Journey and Jalen." Tab said, coming up behind me.
Journey is Tab's 1 year old, and Jalen is 4.
"Then why don't you go home?" Ferg suggested, going over to one of her many bags we just brought in.
"'Cause I haven't been over here in awhile." he answered, "And I wanna chill.. Pluuuus, you just got that new flat screen TV outside by your pool! I wanna check it out!" he said excitedly, hopping over my couch and making a break for the door to my backyard.
Apl quickly jumped up and followed, jumping over the couch aswell, "Hey! Wait up!"
Fergie groaned, hands on her hips. "Don't jump on my couch with your shoes on!"
We heard a faint 'sorry', since they were already outside, pulling up lawn chairs beside the pool.
Ferg just rolled her eyes, and dusted off the couch.
"As if one baby in this house isn't enough."


**NOTE** Blah. Bad chapter -.- This is gonna be a slooooow start..
CookieDoughFormats
Family Feud
Sequeal to 'A Celebrity Sized Mistake'

Chapter 3
 Apl's P.O.V


  Fergie let out a short squeak, as a killer popped up on the screen before us.
I smirked and rolled my eyes, as she buried her face in her hands.
I thought it was funny when people got scared, especially people I'm close with. I can't help but laugh.
But it wasn't until I saw her body shutter every few minutes, did I notice she was crying.
The smile vanished from my face, I started to feel bad. Will must've noticed aswell, because he was trying to remove her hands from her face, but she pushed him away.
I could tell Will felt bad, but I knew he didn't want to leave in the middle of the movie. I glanced at Tab, and could tell he felt the same way.
I sighed, I wanted to watch the rest of the movie, but Ferg was more important.
I stood and took her by the hand; she followed me up the stairs and out of the theater, into the brightness of the hallway.
She hugged me tight around the waist, resting her head on my shoulder. I could feel her tears soaking through my shirt.
"Aww Ferg.." I said sadly, hugging her back tight.
She sniffled, tightening her grip on me, "I-I told you I was g-going to be scared.."
"Well duh." I said with a chuckle. "But I didn't think you'd be in tears. It's not that scary."
"Well it is to me!" she half yelled, pulling away from me.
Her eyes were red and puffy, and her face was tear-stained.
I sighed, "Alright, I'm sorry. Now go into the restroom and wash your face."
She disappeared into the ladies room.
I sighed once more, but got the life scared out of me when Taboo said, "Is she mad?"
I jumped and turned around, my hand placed over my heart. "Good gosh, you could have told me you were behind me!"
Him and Will exchanged glaces, with a smile plastered apon their faces.
"Is someone scared of the movie too?" Will teased, pinching my cheek.
I groaned and shoved his hand away. "No, you snuck up on me. And you know I can't see."
"Point taken."
"So you never answered my question. Is she mad?" Taboo asked again.
I shook my head, "No, just spooked." He nodded.
Fergie returned from the ladies room, looking much better.
"You okay now?" Will asked, hugging her tight.
She nodded her head, hugging him back, "I thought you and Tab were gonna watch the rest of the movie?"
"We were, but Will made us lea-" Tab started to say, before getting elbowed in the rubs hard by Will.
"We were worried about you." Will finished for him, giving him a glare.
He held the spot were Will had hit him, and stepped away. "Yeah.." he finally said.
Fergie smiled and giggled a bit, "Aww, how thoughtful." she said scarcastically, cocking an eyebrow at Tab.
He blushed and looked away.
I smirked, "So what now? The movie isn't over til 3. It's only 2:10."
Will turned to Ferg, placing a hand on her shoulder, "Since we picked the movies, you can picked where to go next."
She thought for a minute, then smiled big. Me and Taboo knew exactly what she was going to say, "Oh no! Not-"
"Shopping!" she finished for us. Will smiled, but I knew on the inside he was dreading this idea.
"Fergie, I don't feel like buying everything in LA today." I complained, crossing my arms.
"Well this is payback for making me see that stupid movie. Now let's go." she spat, and pranced off towards the exit.
Will sighed and followed, and so did I.
But suddenly Will stopped and looked behind him, just in time to see Taboo trying to sneak back into the movie theater.
He was just about to get away when Will grabbed the collar of his jacket.
"Not so fast little bro. If we're going down, you're going down with us." he then dragged Taboo down the hall and to the exit.
I couldn't help but laugh at the pout on Tab's face. 
CookieDoughFormats
Family Feud
Sequeal to 'A Celebrity Sized Mistake'

Chapter 2
 Taboo's P.O.V

 
I looked at my silver watch, as I leaned against the brick building behind me. It was 12:20, Fergie and Will were supposed to meet us here fifteen minutes ago. Where could they be?
"Where do you supposed they could be?" Apl asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.
I shrugged, "Maybe Ferg broke a nail on the way here and freaked."
Apl erruppted into laughter, as did I. "Yeah, that's probably it." He responded, breathless from laughing.
Suddenly a familiar voice asked, "What's so funny?"
We turned to see Will and Ferg approching us, hand in hand.
"Erm, nothing." Apl said quickly. "What took you so long?"
Will sighed, scratching the back of his head, "Sorry, Macy wouldn't stop screaming. I think she's getting sick, she keeps holding her ear."
I frowned, I have a soft spot for children, being the father of three. "Poor baby, whose watching her?"
"My mother." Ferg answered. I nodded.
"So what time does the movie start again?" she asked.
"1:30" I replied, then looked at my watch, "We got about an hour to chill."
She nodded, then her eyes grew wide as her stomach growled loudly. Her face turned as red as her high heels.
Me, Apl, and Will broke out into laughter, as she hugged her stomach tightly, trying to prevent it from making any other embarrasing noises.
"Hungry?" I managed to say, still chuckling.
She knitted her eyebrows together, annoyed, "Shut up! Since we were already late, I didn't have time to eat."
"Now who's fault is that, sleeping beauty?" Will shot back, crossing his arms with a slick grin on his face.
She rolled her eyes, and lightly slapped his shoulder.
I chuckled again, "Then let's head somewhere to grab an early lunch."
Everyone agreed, especially Ferg.
***
After lunch, it was already 1:07.
"We better head to the movie theater." Apl suggested, wanting to get good seats. We were seeing a horror movie, titled "The Shrine." It was known to scare people sh*tless, so of course me and the boys had to go see it. Fergie on the other hand, wasn't so thrilled about the idea. Ferg gets scared easily, and I mean easily. She'll have a heart attack if you jump out from behind a door. (I do that often, I think it's hilarious.) So when she heard about this, she shot it down immediately. But after an hour of constant nagging, she finally caved in and agreed to go with us, if it made us shut up. We happily sealed the deal.
And now here we were, snacks and drinks in hand, looking for a good seat.
We setteled on a row in the middle in the theater; not to close to the screen, and not to far. Perfect.
As we sea down, I could tell Fergie was getting nervous. She was sitting between me and Will, Apl sat on the other side of me.
"Chicken?"
She glared at me, and didn't repley.
Will put his arm around her, and the lights started to dim.
An eery tune began to play, as the movie started.


 
CookieDoughFormats
Family Feud
Sequeal to 'A Celebrity Sized Mistake'

Chapter 1
Fergie's P.O.V

 
"Wake up." a strange voice commanded. My body shook suddenly, as I let out an annoyed groan, "Leave me alone."
The voice grunted, "Fergie I'm serious! Wake up or you're going in the pool!"
My eyes snapped open, as I sat up with a shriek. "NO!"
I looked up, and saw Will, smirking at me. "Good, you're up. Now get ready, we have to meet Taboo and Apl downtown in 30 minutes. And we still need to beat the LA traffic."
I was half listening, rubbing my eyes still trying to wake up. "Yeah, okay." I looked at Will once more, and noticed this time that he was dressed and ready for the day. I sighed and got up, stretching.
"Get out so I can change." I mumbledto Will, pointing to the door.
He looked at me with a puzzled look, "Why? It's not like I haven't seen anything before.." he replied slyly, slipping his arms loosely around my waist, and locking his fingers together in front of my stomach.
I couldn't help but smile, as I placed my hands on his. I opened my mouth to speak, but a high pitched cry cut me off. I smirked, "I'll tell you why. Because you have a one year old to feed." I explained, breaking out of his embrace.
(If you don't know, I'm referring to our one year old Macy.)
He growled and rolled his eyes, "But I fed her yesterday! It's your turn!"
I chuckled, "Yes, but I need to get ready. So scat!"
He rolled his eyes once more, and stompped out of the room immaturely.
I simpley laughed to myself, as I picked out my outfit for the day.


**NOTE* Sorry if it's short. The chapters will get longer, I promise :)

A C e l e b r i t y S i z e d M i s t a k e

Chapter 70
--Part 2--
Fergie's P.O.V

I didn't even turn around to look at her, I just kept my eyes locked on Josh.
"Mom.. You raised me to treat others the way I want to be treated. Well, If I was him, I wouldn't want to be alone on Christmas. I don't care if all of you hate him or not, but I'm not just leaving him flat like that. I'm sorry." with that, I gently set his present near the other five billion for Macy, and bolted out the door to him. "Josh wait! Please!" He stopped, then slowly turned to me. He had hurt and guilt written all over his face.
I tightly hugged him around the waist, not wanting him to leave.
"Please.. Stay for a little. You can't be alone on Christmas."
He pushed me away gently, so I was no longer hugging him. "Stacy, I'm not welcomed.. And I know you said it's your house, but it's Will's house too. I need to respect his rules too.."
I stared up at him, trying to think of something to argue back. But I couldn't, he was one hundred percent right.
"I'll see you later.. okay? Go spend time with your family." He said, holding onto my shoulders.
I said nothing back. I spoke with my eyes. He understood me crystal clear.
Just as he was about to climb into his car, Will's voice perked in.
"Hey Josh." he said, coming up behind me, "Why don't you stay for a glass of champange or two?" he said, with a smile as sweet as gingerbread.
Josh looked shocked, "You're..You're not mad at me?"
Will shook his head, "Mistakes happen, and Fergie is right. No ones allowed to be alone on Christmas."
Josh stood still for a moment, before hugging Will tight. "Thank you Will, and I'm so sorry about-"
"Shh!" Will shouted. "What's in the past, is in the past. Let's just have fun tonight. And you can finally meet Macy." he beamed.
For the first time, Josh smiled. A real smile, no faking. I smiled aswell.
We all went back inside, and everyone got along pretty well after that. No one said a word about Josh being here, besides welcoming him back into the family. But as a friend, this time.
Will laid Macy in Josh's arms, and said he could be her God Father, as long as he doesn't tell my dad.
All 3 of us bust into laughter.
And I know it's corney to end with a happy ending, but I can't change time.
You know, this Celebrity Sized Mistake turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me.
I have my amazing husband Will, and my beautiful daughter Macy. And I wouldn't trade it all for the world.

THE END




I.AM.SOOOOOOO.SORRY! D: I took FOREVER to write this :/ Alot went on in my family in the past month, including my Aunt passing away due to Lung Cancer(<|3) So i hope you understand :/// Also, should I write a sequeal? If so, I already got something in mind :) So please comment yes or no! Thanks!<3

 

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Chapter 70
--Part 1--
Fergie's P.O.V

Christmas music played at medium level in the large living room of my home. My little get together party had started about an hour ago, and everyone was here. Everyone except the one person I wanted here the most, Josh.
I sighed, and sat on my white leather sofa. I guess I shouldn't of gotten my hopes up, he didn't seem that excited about the idea of him coming last night. My heart sank even lower into my stomach. What an idiot I was, why did I even bring up the idea? It made him feel uncomfortable and now he wants nothing to do with me. Idiot!
I felt the sofa sink down, as someone sat down next to me. I looked up expecting Will's face, but saw Taboo's instead.
"What's wrong?" he asked, scrunching his eyebrows together.
I bit my cheek. I didn't tell anyone Josh was supposed to come, I was afraid of how they would react. Well, I have nothing to loose now, it's obvious he's not coming.
I took a deep breath, and explained, "Josh was supposed to come tonight. I visited him last night and invited him over."
Tab tilted his head like a confused puppy, "Why would you ivnite a guy you hate over to your house?"
I let out a sigh, as I fumbled with my fingers, "Hate is a very strong word Taboo."
He sat still, glaring at me. It sent a shiver down my spine.
"Don't you dare think about crushing Will, Fergie."
"No!" I cried, "Not like that! I mean... He's alone. It's Christmas, I figured he needed a family to spend it with. You know his family lives in North Dakota."
He broke eye contact with me, and rapidly tapped his fingers on his tall but thin champange glass. I knew he was thinking. Thinking whether he should be on board or not.
"Don't hold your breath, he's not coming anyway." I said more harshly then I meant to.
I saw a quick flash of hurt in Taboo's eyes, as he looked at the ground, biting his lip.
"Tab, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that." I gushed, feeling guilty.
He opeaned his mouth to speak, but was cut off by the sound of my doorbell. He waved his hand, signaling me to answer it. I rose to my feet, and made my way over to the front door.
I swung it opened, and was towered over by a large man, who was dressed up, but not too much.
I smiled, as Josh stood there, with a bag in his hand. It looked like a gift for someone.
"You came." I finally said, beaming. He gave me a shy smile, and nodded. He held out the bag, that was popping out red and green tissue paper, "This is for Macy."
I smiled, and gripped the bag in my hand. "You didn't have to, we're literally gonna be opening up presents for her until Valentine's Day." I joked.
I heard him slightly chuckle, then his eyes looked passed me, and into my lving room. His smile vanished, and I could see he was uncomfortable, even somewhat frightened.
I looked behind me, and every adult was staring at Josh, like he was some alien from Mars.
The place was silent, not counting the music coming from the radio. My eyes landed on Will, who looked scared, being haunted by the bad memories.
I heard Josh sigh, as I turned back to him, "I told you no one would want me here.." he whispered.
He brushed his hand against my cheek, "I'll see you around Stace.." then he started his way down my walkway. I stood there and watched him leave, feeling awful.
"Stacy, honey.." I heard my mom start, "What was that about?"

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Chapter 69
Josh's P.O.V

I admit it, I miss Stacy like crazy. Letting her walk out of my life was huge mistake, I was just angry at the time, and I thought I wanted her gone. I was wrong. Terribly wrong.
But it's too late now; her and Will are all over the news, between their new baby, Macy, and their.. engagment.
So while they're off having fun, I'm sitting alone in my huge house. The silence mocks me.
Ha, what an idiot.
Your own fault dude, you're the one who lost it and went crazy on Will.
You basically screwed up your whole life. Nice going!

I sigh, staring at the TV that was on, but I wasn't paying attention to.
I wish Stacy was here. I want to feel her warm hugs and her soft lips again. Hear her adorable giggle when I tickle her sides, and her light snore when she falls asleep on my chest.
I blink away tears. I'm hurting.
Suddenly the doorbell rings, making me jump. I put my beer on the coffee table, and walk over. I open the door, and my heart skips a beat.
Stacy is standing there, all dressed up in her knee-high fur boots and matching throw-over jacket.
It's almost 7, so the light chilly breeze in the air blows her shiny blonde hair back. We speak with our eyes.
Finally, she takes a deep breath and says actual words. "Hey.. Can I come in?" she asks awkwardly, rubbing her arm.
I bit on my tongue, but nod and step aside so she can enter. I wish I knew she was coming over, I would of at least gotten dressed. I'm still in my pajama's from this morning. (Boxers and a wifebeater. Very welcoming for your ex-wife, huh?)
She plops herself on the couch, and waits for me to sit beside her.
I sit on the armchair beside the couch, since I figured she'd feel uncomfortable sitting next to me in the clothes I'm in. We lock eyes again. She bites her lip.
"How are you?" she asked, trying to fill the awkward silence between us.
I shrug, and mumble "The same."
She nods her head, and fumbles around with her fingers. I'm tempted to grabs them and lock them between mine. Just one more time.
She sighs, making me look at her in the eyes again, "Josh.. I don't want us to be strangers. I don't think that's fair for either of us." she starts, giving me a sorry look.
"I feel awful about how we.. broke up. If it was going to end, it shouldn't have ended like that, don't you agree?"
I slightly nod my head, feeling guilty about the whole Will incident. I wish I could apaolgize.
"Plus.." she adds on, "I'm worried about you. Are you taking this okay? Because, and I mean this in the nicest way possible, you look horrible."
I look up from the floor, staring at her. I don't say a word. I know she can see the pain in my eyes.
"Josh.." she said with sarrow.
"I miss you Stacy." I somehow blurted out. "I made a huge mistake... I'm sorry."
Tears swelled in my eyes again, I tried to blink them away, but it was no use.
Her face was full of guilt and sarrow, as she stood up and pulled me to my feet, giving me a tight hug. "Don't be sorry Josh... It was all my fault. I should of been more careful that night of the SuperBowl.. Don't blame yourself for this."
"B-But Will.." I stuttered.
"Don't worry about him. He's okay and everything's fine. Okay?" she held my chin, and wiped a tear away from my eye.
I sighed, and nodded my head. I couldn't get my eyes off her lips; I just wanted one more kiss.
"I'm having a little get together tomorrow at my house for Christmas.. You're more then welcome to come. It's just going to be the Peas, Tab's family, Will's mom and my mom and sister."
I shake my head, "I'll just get dirty looks. I know they don't like me anymore."
"Shh." she puts her finger on my lips. "My house. My rules. And my rule is that all of my friends are allowed in my house, no matter what. Understand?" she gives me a small smile.
I faintly smile back, and nod.
Her smile widens, "Good. Now I have to get going. I still need to go to the store and pick up a few things for Macy." she turned from me to get her purse.
My stomach turns when she says the baby's name. I wish Macy was our daughter, and not Will's.
"I think she's beautiful." I honestly admit. She smiles at me, with her eyes twinkling, "Thanks."
She checks her watch, "Shoot, I realy need to go. I really hope I'll see you there tomorrow. It starts a 7, and you can leave whenever you want."
I nod once again, "I'll keep it in mind."
She gives me a innocent smile, and heads for the door. She has the handle in grip, but suddenly stops. She stays put for a second, before turning and running back to me, and crashing her lips upon mine.
Our last kiss.
She pulled away, looking at me with her hope-filled eyes.
"Goodnight Josh."
Then she was gone.