xyouxdidxthisxtoxme

Status: It's no surprise to me, I am my own worst enemy
Joined: October 18, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: May 30
user id: 335138
Location: Chicago, IL
Gender: F
hey, im leah

im misunderstood, all alone most of the time, and i like to write
ive made this account to simply get all of my poems and feelings out of me
you like my writing/poems? fantastic
you hate me and my work? even better
i mainly create the quotes for myself, but if you enjoy reading them, i think thats awesome
needless to say, ive been through a lot, and if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything, im here
i don't believe it matters how "pretty" a quote is, all i care about is the meaning



~never give up~

Quotes by xyouxdidxthisxtoxme

 






Watching an extremely sad movie,

just to have an excuse to cry.





 

 






My life is filled with emptiness and sorrow,
so don't be surprised if I'm not here tomorrow.








I dont want the world to see me, 
cause i dont think that they'd understand.

 

When everything feels like the movies, 
you bleed just to know your alive.

 

Not Okay

I see my friends in the hallways,
every day of every week.
To them I'm a happy person,
but I cry myself to sleep.

I try to drop some hints,
that I'm really not okay.
But they're always overlooked,
so I've tried a different way.

Sometimes when I'm down,
and nothing seems to help.
I take a blade to my wrist,
and let out the slightest yelp.
i cut because of my mom. she constantly tells me every day im not good enough and when i told her that i thought about killing myself, she told me i would be doing the world a favor.

i cut because of my friends. they say they are there for me, but i know they arent. i know they see the scars and automatically judge me for it. i know that i will never be able to trust them and it kills me knowing i have no one.

and lastly, i cut because of myself. i am not good enough and i know i will never be good enough.

im useless.


and i cant take it anymore.







whenever i see someone who is mentally challenged,

or has  special needs, i don't get sad,


i believe that they are simply angles  sent down from heaven to remind us how lucky we really are.




nmf

 







don't say you know me,
when i don't even know myself.




nmf


 



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This is Dana at school. Happy, smiling, and always there for you when you need her.
 


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This is Dana at night. Sad, hurt, and all alone, with no one there for her.




fav this if your just like Dana.





You're not alone.






 
Not Okay

I see my friends in the hallways,
every day of every week.
To them I'm a happy person,
but I cry myself to sleep.

I try to drop some hints,
that I'm really not okay.
But they're always overlooked,
so I've tried a different way.

Sometimes when I'm down,
and nothing seems to help.
I take a blade to my wrist,
and let out the slightest yelp.