ya_kno_ilove_ya

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Quotes by ya_kno_ilove_ya

No. you can't just start talking to me after three weeks of not talking and pretend like everythings okay. So yeah maybe thats exactly what I want, for everything to go back to normal. But just forgetting everything just doesn't seem right. Even though thats exactly what I want. But I don't even know anymore.

Did you know?
A women over 40 is more likley to die in a terrorist attack then get married.

Its scary how much we think the same thing and say the same thing at the same time. We like and hate the same things, Your everything I've looked for in a guy, even the small stupid stuff. But I doubt anything will ever happen between us
I never understood what it was like to have someone I could tell anything, but then I realized I had that person by my side this whole time  
In two years, my best friend will be a senior. Today I went up to him and hugged him telling him hes not allowed to graduate. He told me it'd be okay, and that we still have two years together and not to think about it yet.
I don't want to grow up.
Just venting... so keep on scrolling
I seriously don't understand whats happening between us! we used to be bestfriends, yeah i know i got mad first, but i got over it, i dont understand why you're mad at me! I asked you a simple question, ou gave me a sh.t load of additude. I'm so sick of you're freaken mood swings! and to make this all so much better, i talked to him today, it was a super short conversation, but his smile when he saw me... ugh i can't stop thinking about it. and i shouldnt be thinking about it! there he goes again finding his way right back into my mind, I might see him tomorrow at the swim meet. i hate high school! then on sunday i have to spend pretty much the whole day with sean. i stop my self from liking him, so why can't i do that with the other one... i hate my heart.  







After what he's done to me recently,
You don't look so bad anymore




 
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Just venting... so keep on scrolling
god i hate highschool so much! I've lost the friends that mean the world to me. they've all changed and i just sit here thinking why does everyone leave me? because its true everyone leaves me. i started thinking about him today. and then i caved and texted him. but its okay he didnt reply. i guess i always turned to him because he always made me happy. i miss the summer. when i was truely happy. i want to go back more then anything. those guys just made me so happy. but i found some people hear that make me happy too. i want school to start again. i want to see kade again and the six of us hangout again and laugh and joke around. i need that to forget about everything. i dont even know why im depressed. i dont even know if i am depressed. ugh i hate these teenage years i just want to run off, get married and live happily ever after. okay im done venting off to go watch 500 days of summer.

 
Its been eight months. This has made me realize just how quickly life passes.This time 8 months ago I was still mad and still "in love" with you. I remember around this time was the first time we talked in a long time. I don't miss you. I've realized that I'm so much better off with out you. I have this new guy who makes me smile and laugh, and I feel so safe around him. He lets me be myself he might not be my boyfriend but what we have im happy with. You made my life hell. I cried and cried and cried over you. I never used to cry that much untill you did that to me. Honestly now, im not even sure what truely happend between us. I'd say we could be friends again, but i know you dont want that. But then again probably about a year ago we were bestfriends. You confuse me, i dont want guys like you in my life anymore. I have the ones i want and need they protect me and love me. i really have been happier with you out of my life. I always said i couldnt let go of you because i was afraid to start over with someone else, well little did i know as i was still hung up on you i was also starting over with some one else. so thank you. thank you for showing me what i dont want in a guy. so from here on we just continue with our lives ill go on and find some great guy and you go and find your perfect girl. because now i know that were werent meant for each other, but the time that we were in each others lives was definitaly not useless.
goodbye. xoxo