Hi everyone!
So I'm April and I love to read and write. I've gone through a lot although I've only been in high school for two years. I've been depressed and cut, I've been happy. I was with my first love for eight months when we broke up, met another boy who ended up breaking my heart again. My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer and I found out how much she means to me.
I've been on witty since October, 2008 and I love it. I've gotten a lot of emotion out on here. If anyone is serious about writing, you should defintly check out teenink.com where you can submit your work for others to read it. Or you could always check out my website aprilandwritings.com. I can relate to a lot so feel free to contact me via email or comment on my page!
Thanks for reading,
Love yah,
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"&I'm done hoping that we can work it out;
I'm done with how it feels;
Spinning my wheels,&letting you drag my heart around.
&Oh, I'm done thinking you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay,
Even on my weakest days,
I get a little bit stronger."
Sitting here.
Alone tonight.
Trying to figure out;
Where we went wrong.
Where the road we were on ended.
Or if it ended at all.
If we just lost sight of it;
Or if it's really gone.
I look back;
Not just on the text messages, the e-mails, the letters;
But all those times.
The smiles, the laughs, the kisses;
The tears.
The ones that made you realize how much you meant to me;
The ones that made you realize how you can hurt me;
The ones that were brought on by someone else,
That you made better again.
Times we had;
Haunted memories in my house.
My room.
On my couch.
In my kitchen.
The hallway.
Every room here;
Has a memory or two of you.
How can I give up on you,
When you're all that I see?
Running,
running.
You're running back.
Replaying this movie scene.
Over and over.
Again and again.
The same words pouring out of your mouth.
Time and time again.
You keep running,
Running right back;
You keep leaving;
Saying you're never coming back.
What to do,
What to do?
Running, running.
You're coming back.