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well, im here to tell you my story; maybe you'll care. i was in love with this guy, id never dated him but iwould have died for him, i almost did. he mentallly abused me. he used me to get what he wanted. he said i was below a dog. he told me i was a , , and told me i was a dirtya** & thaat was all i was ever gonna be good at. i never even slept with a guy. he told the whole school that ive had 4 one night stands, called me a to everyoone. everywhere i went they would stare... just stare. it kills me the most. i loved him & he did this. but, you know what? i stilll loved him. i eventually got over his sorry a** after over a year. but, i still have those mental feelings and uncontrollable issues. everywhere i go, even walmart when i see people look at me, i think; 'they know im a , dont they?' ive tricked myself into actually believing it. instead of going to a regular highschool for my ninth grade year i went to an 'early colllege' with my bestfreind. but even she can put me down sometimes. if shes not happy , i cant be. she tries to break my boyfriend up, but not intentially always. well, ive been with my boyfriend 7 months. im completely over the other guy. & im in love with this one. what i forgot to say was, back in 8th grade all that stuff happened, i tried cutting. it felt good... so, everyday i'd almost torture myself thinking of how to get the blade & where id cut tonight.. i actually would starve myself. ive tried throwing up. but, ive never had a full blown eating disorder. i dont now. but, anyways the guy im with. he knows everything. how i used to cry everyday.. cry myself to sleep..cut. everything. he loves me for me. but sometimes im afraid hes just staying because he thinks illl hurt myself but i tell him id be fine, but the truth is i wouldnt be fine. ever. i am in love with him. he tellls me hes in love with me. & HE SHOWS IT TOO. i believe him. but i dont want him to stay just because hes afraid. everyday i think about killing myself. i have wanted to, SO BADLY. soosososos badly. but, havent. ive planned it, wrote my note, everything, but i havent done it. im glad i didnt. but, hey i stilll fight everyday, im fighting now. even though ive went through this and i feel the sccars, and i remember. eventho im adissapointment tomy parents and cant do anything right according to my family most the time. im still fighting. and thats all thatmatters (:
I'm dating him, yes. ♥ I'm just worried about losing him because we are really close, and it's like a dream. I just know how girls are down here, and they all don't know how to keep their pants on or even a relationship. I'm just looking for something to last. Everyone keeps saying that bestfriends shouldn't date. /:
You are all gorgeous.
Don't ever let anyone tell you differently.
Akways remember, there's someone who loves you.
Tell me your problems, and I'll help you ASAP.♥
Don't ever let anyone tell you differently.
Akways remember, there's someone who loves you.
Tell me your problems, and I'll help you ASAP.♥