youalwayslovedher

and the second i fainted in your arms
even though i had no idea who you were
or what was going on.
i knew this was going to be the start
of something

[beautiful]

i saw it comeing the day i saw her in your eyes
so then why was i so surprised?
i knew by the touch of your hand you were trying
but apart of me was getting ready to start dieing
i heard your voice whisper those three words
and thats when i should have told you

you dont love me. you still love her

honestly i didnt mean to fall in love.

maybe today i wont cry and ill act like its alright but i hate to lie.

And you smiled at me the way you did that first night you know the one where you began all your lies.

Today i smiled alot more then i use to and now because of you i never knew i could lie so good

And maybe the reason i cant sleep is because somewhere i know shes still in your dreams.

And when you asked me all those times what i see in your eyes i smiled and [lied] and told you

"me"

i saw you look in my direction and im praying you didnt see my reaction. my eyes begin to burn and my stomach tosses and turns. my body begins to shake and my head begins to ache. my heart stops and then beats faster and i look like a total disaster. And the worst thing of all is the image that comes in my mind i see you with someone who isnt me. and all of a sudden im back to reality

ill turn around and walk away
but tell me just once more
you always loved her
and no longer will i stay
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