youareneveralonexoxo3

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Joined: September 15, 2011
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user id: 218431

 

  My story:
My name's Sarah and I'm 17. I live in a small town in Massachusetts. I've had a tough life. When I was eight I went on vacation with my parents and my dad's parents. and one morning my grandparents went out shopping and later that morning, a police officer came to where we were staying and said we had to go with him. He brought us to the hospital where my grandparents were. My grandpa died in a car accident when he hit a bowling alley sign, my grandma was banged up but she survived. (R.I.P. grandpa<3) I have ADHD, OCD, ODD, high anxiety and bi polar disorder. When I was younger I was abusive-I locked my babysitter outside with my younger sister, one night I had a friend over and we built a fort and my sister tore it down so I attacked her, and started hitting her, my mom tried stopping me and I pushed her into a burreau, and then she called the cops on me cause she couldn't handle me. My dad has grabbed me by my neck cause he's gotten mad at me. I've seen my cousin's husband (ex now) beat her and I was so scared I couldn't do anything about it. I've seen my older sister's boyfriend beat her. My uncle committed suicide when I was younger. Last year, I started cutting cause I couldn't take it. And when my boyfriend left me I realized I wasn't only hurting myself, I was hurting others. I was cyberbullied. I lost my friends, I have noone but my boyfriend. This is my story, please don't judge me.

Quotes by youareneveralonexoxo3

Confession #3:

 When I get mad, I start to

cry


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Confession #2

I'm scared of growing up, alone.
 
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Confession #1:

I tend to push people away

alot because I don't want

them to hurt me.

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I tend to push people away,

alot.

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My scars show just how weak I

can be.

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For me, 2011 has been the best and worst year of my life.
Its been the best because I met amazing witty girls that have changed my life, I meet the boy of my dreams, I made new friends;
Its been the worst because I lost my three bestfriends that I thought I would never lose, I lost my 7week old puppy, Peanut, I was cyberbullied, I went through alot of breakups, I cut, I wasn't good enough, or pretty enough, I was bullied in school.
Thanks to 2011 I found my true love, my inner strength, and who my true friends are.
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Just when I thought I had

you, you slipped through my

fingers and I lost you.

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I always seem to say the wrong thing. all the time [♥]
I have no friends at all. Everyone seems to hate me and it hurts so bad. [♥]
I feel like such a screw up
all. the. time.
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