Im gonna add a bit to my comment down there vv. But yeah guys blow. Okay so last year i tried to get him back so many times. The last time though ... it was bad. so i wrote him this long note, three pages to be exact. I slipped it to him in english as the last bell rung. I left and a little while later i get a text from him. "Im so sorry.. can we try again? " i was so happy. I literatlly couldnt stop smiling. We had to keep it a secret though cuz his parents didn't like that i smelled like smoke cuz my parents smoked. Well anyways, two days later my friend was texting me and she goes "if a friends bf told you that he was dating her because he felt bad, would you tell her?" I had the strongest feeling it was me. It ended up it was me. I cryed for two hours at my friends house. I told him off. I didnt talk to him for two weeks... it was hard not to because he was in all my classes. That was the last time i told myself i would try for him. It was so humiliating
Hmm yeah i get that. My ex is in my homeroom for the next three years and he was this year and the year before -.- so i always see him no matter what.. its just so hard .. i miss him. But he smokes a lot and drinks and parties now.. hes different. I just want a second chance to see if it would work. I drove him away with my depression. He couldnt handle me cutting and . But he actually cut himself once so i was like ok..
Well two years ago i dated this kid and i was head over heels in love with him and one day he just decided to break up with me.(my username was in dedication to him) and it just eats at me sometimes and i miss him a lot. I really do. Idk i tried getting back with him so many times and he hurt me real bad once. Now hes different and i think im in love with the memories but i just always wanted one second chance. I still havent gotten it. And the worst part is i have a boyfriend. Ive never been as in love with him as i was with Conner(ex). I shouldve shortened that a bitxD idk ive been sorta depressed even before him but that's what stings the most
"My pants are soiled."
NAW MAN. MAH PANTS ARE CLEAN.
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