youcutmedeep__x

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Hai dere gaiz.
I'm Tehya(:
I don't really have much that I can say about myself except..
I'm a directioner♥
Zayn, Harry, Liam, Niall, Louis.
All five of them are amaZAYN. ;-*
But Zayn takes the cake(;
I'm crazy, absolutely crazy
Demi Lovato gives me hope.
I haven't cut since 3.4.12
I'm so proud. ;-*
But talk to me,
I'm here for you. ♥
~Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed, but when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell, you don't know, oh oh, you don't know you're beautiful, that's what makes you beautiful. ♥
 
Baby you light up my world like nobody else. ♥
...
You don't know, oh oh
you don't know
You're beautiful. ♥
...
When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cos I can love you
more than this.. ♥
...
It's gotta be you
Only you. ♥
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#onedirection. ♥
ZaynMalik, A&F. :-*




 

Quotes by youcutmedeep__x

The 7 Day Challenge~In one day♥

 

NEW, FRESH, AND JUST FOR YOU

 

 

7 Days of Confessions.

Day 1: Write about 1 of your past crushes; I love you so much. Honestly. I know I'm absolutely in love with you. </3 It's crazy.. The way we used to be is what I want again.. What I NEED again.. Please come back into my life.. I know there were those times where I turned you down, and that's why I know I deserve to be without you now but I need you back.. </3 Please.. )':
I love you so much..

Day 2: Write about 7 of your fears;
~The dark o:
~H i m ..
~Losing anyone else </3
~Not being good enough
~Falling in love.
~HEIGHTSSSSSSSS
~Death:/

Day 3: Write 3 People you completely trust; Jazmyn♥ Charlotte;-* Luis</3
Day 4: Write what made you laugh most; Anything!
Day 5: Write about what changed your life; Losing Luis.. </3 )':
Day 6: Write what you would want to change about yourself; Everything.
Day 7: Write about what you see in yourself; Failure.
 





I'm not your xbox

 

                                         I'm your girlfriend

                                             don't play me. ♥






Pass me another bottle hunny
 The jagers so sweet
But if it keeps you around then I'm down♥

 

Six Feet Under The Stars by All Time Low

Format by Sandrasaurus

♥ Because Of You
I Never Stray Too far From The Sidewalk
Because Of You I Learned To Play On The Safe Side
So I Won't Get Hurt.
Because Of You

I Find it Hard To Trust
Not Only Me

But Everyone Around Me
Because Of You, I Am Afraid...

WeAreTheHistory.Forat

 



I can love  you

more than this. ♥


 





Baby you li ght

 

                                           up my w o r l d

                                       like nobody else♥






Getoutof myhead

 

                                             And fall into

                                         My arms instead♥






You're not  a real
 

                                          D i r e c t i o n e r

                                    If you leave niall out♥






Love Isn't  Every

                                        girl's cup of tea


This quote doesn't have the prettiest format, actually, it's not formatted at all. But if you took time to read this; I love you. ♥
I know what I am about to say, not every single person can connect to, but it's just a vent.
I'm insecure. R e a l l y  insecure. People tell me I'm pretty, but I can't imagine myself ever being anything close to that.
I'm battling anorexia. NO, none of my friends know this. But if they read this& realise it's me, they will. I try to eat as much as I can, but I just feel too fat. I need to lose weight. Fast.
Today makes exactly one month I've been clean of cutting. 3.4.12. ♥
I love my boyfriend. Alot. I don't care who says "You guys just got together" because we have a h u g e history. You just don't know it.
I miss Luis more than anyone I've ever lost.. No, you guys might not know Luis, but he was my bestfriend& "big brother".. Love got in the way. Now, he hates me& I'm just stuck sitting here, wishing he would come back into my life.
I miss Tre, so much. NO, I didn't know Rob. &Honestly, you guys might not even KNOW about what happened with Rob& Tre, but long story short, 17 years young, car accident, now they're both gone. Tre was my cousin& my best friend. I've gone c r a z y without him.
And lastly, I miss my dad. As of 9.26.05, he's been up in heaven, in a "better place" but honestly, I need him in my life.. He never wanted me in his life, &I only saw him once. He didn't even believe I was his. But I know, deep down, he loved me.. &I love him too. Drugs kill.
RIP Daddy, Rob, &Tre. ♥
If you took the time to read this... I love you. ♥