so yes, today was
rather intresting. alright day at school i guess. nothing
happened. got home and asked my friend to show me up some roofs
in town. he thought i just wanted to see the christmas
lights,but that was a lie. i needed to find out how to get up
there. it was windy. i walked over to the edge. looked out and
saw an old friend. he used to be happy. but now look at him, so
many friends, laughing loads. i just wanted to shout. to tell
everyone. but i couldn't. my friend shouted my name. it
stoped me. i walked off, and said i had to go to meet someone
but of corse i wasn't meeting anyone. i got my blade and
cut again on top of the roof. i stood,so very close to the open
edge. crying my eyes out. i thought the time was right. that it
had come. then someone called and told me that they could see
me. i convinced them i was at home. i quickly ran down. i was
nearly home. i saw that guy walk past with his
girlfriend.laughing. he never cared. i sat on the edge of this
bridge by my house, i took some pills. then something came
running down towards me, someone shouted stop. i turned around.
some lady was only shouting to her dog. my moment was ruined.
she walked past me in discust and gave me an horrible look. i
just ran. home. to find out my whole family where
there.