I'm not sure where to begin
with my feelings for you. I've known you since 3rd grade. I
consider you one of my best guy friends. You're the only boy
I can truly say that I ever "loved." The rest were just
temporary. You're forever. We've never had a fight
before, isn't that amazing? We've never gotten mad at
each other. We just get along so well. I feel so carefree with
you. I feel like I can tell you anything, and you'd
understand. You wouldn't judge me. Not like everyone else. I
trust you. I feel comfortable with you. Neither of us has had
their first kiss yet, and when I think of yours being with anyone
besides me, I get jealous of whoever that might be someday.
Because I don't want it to be them, I want it to be me. And
you know what's amazing? I never thought I would feel this
way about you, ever. I guess that's how love works. It's
unexpected, and with the most unexpected people. That's when
it's the best, and true. I know this sounds crazy, but I
could even see myself marrying you. I'm not the only one. 5
different people have said to me, "You two are going to get
married someday." And not jokingly, dead serious. This is
how I feel. I don't know if you feel the same. I know at one
point you did, and I'd like you to feel that way now. Please
don't reject me. I love you.
& If only I could text him that.