yourbeutiful__trustme

Status: Look to the future but don't forget what happened
Joined: May 6, 2012
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 297923
Location: Wonderful Lakes Of Time
Gender: F
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Tell me you love me,
and I'll be yours forever
HELLO!!!!!

Hey my names Makenzie. I love everyone of you and I love music. Soo if anyone out there knows some good music tell me. I support anyone that needs it. If your straight gay lesbian or bisexual I don't care. I mean love is love right? I'm "popular" but I don't want people to say oo shes popular. Cuz I'm nice. Okay yes I can be a real b!tch but im a girl wht do you expect??? Well the real friends I have I love with a broken heart. I dance and ski and play soccer. If any one of you need help I don't care if you're a girl or guy just comment or chat me I'm always on.  Okay well love you all <3 BYEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

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For everyone who is suicidal. I was too. Untill I got a text from my best friend. She was throwing up so much she was scared she was about to throw up blood. After goin the doctor she was told if she went any later she mightve died or had to go to the hospital. In that moment I realized that life is a HUGE gift and while you might be having suicidal thoughts its not worth it. I was scared, terrifed even that i would lose her.

Trust me. Life is a gift and you were given it for a reason. If one person read this and it changed their thoughts then thats all I want. I was able to help my friend who was suicidal and I hope I can help you too.
Guys this is it... I have to say thanks. Those who listened to me thank you sooo much. I listened to all of you and I took what you said to heart. I now have a therapist and I'm on my way. I want to let go of Witty for a while cause I need to sort some things out. I still love you guys and I  might come on once a month till I'm no longer depressed. I just wanna say thank you because I was able to push through it all till I stood up and said I need help because of you guys. You all helped me see I'm not alone. I no longer think I'm useless and nothing, but the road to happiness is a long one. So thank you beacuse of you guys I made it this far with a scar. Let's hope my therapist can get me the rest of the way. Love you guys. I wont forget who helped me along this long turning road. We can all find the exit. I promise.
I screwed up.... and there isnt a way to fix it.
In band I was messing around with one of my guy friends and he picked up my legs to move them off the chair. My leg started to tingle from where his hand was and he pulled away like he felt it too. I've never seen him as anything. Never even thought he was cute or hot or however you want to put it. I don't know what to make of this and i just need help.. WHAT IS GOING ON.
I'm worried i used to be hungry allot no matter what but suddenly I'm forcing myself to eat its rare I'm hungry anymore I am forcing myself to eat because I take dance and ski and in fall play soccer. It's to the point if i don't force myself to eat I'll start losing allot of weight I really am eating to keep some weight. Should I be worried??
whoever keeps on reporting lollipopx3's stories can you stop there isnt anything bad even in them
Will things get better?

My friend asked me this the other day. Normaly I say yes, but instead I looked down at my feet and lowered my vocie. In the quietest vocie i could manage knwoing she would still here me I said "I honestly dont know anymore." My throat then started to close up. My breathing got shrap and unsteady. She pulled me into her and gave me a hug. She told me these words

"Babe, I promise you things won't be hard much longer. Just trust me. It'll be hard. It always is but I'll be right by your side the whole time. Don't forget when you start to fall I'll be there to catch you. I wont let you shatter again."


You see I realized it's true. I realized my "Mummy" (I'm her babe shes my mum) is right it will get better. For all of us.
Will things get better?

My friend asked me this the other day. Normaly I say yes, but instead I looked down at my feet and lowered my vocie. In the quietest vocie i could manage knwoing she would still here me I said "I honestly dont know anymore." My throat then started to close up. My breathing got shrap and unsteady. She pulled me into her and gave me a hug. She told me these words

"Babe, I promise you things won't be hard much longer. Just trust me. It'll be hard. It always is but I'll be right by your side the whole time. Don't forget when you start to fall I'll be there to catch you. I wont let you shatter again."


You see I realized it's true. I realized my "Mummy" (I'm her babe shes my mum) is right it will get better. For all of us.
Is it easy? 
Will you be hapy without me 
Will i become nothign again
Will i be the one you threw away
Even after you promised
I sound heart broken 
I sound like a guys took my heart and crushed it
Thats almost right
Except it wasna guy
It was a my bestfriend
WAS 
I trusted her 
I did
Now she thinks of me as noithing
So its almost the new year
And this time
I'm starting over
I'm leaving you in the past
So have fun
Distorying the old me
While the new better me
Is climbing above your head


Have fun
Blonde curly hair and blue eyes. Allot of girls dream of that. A thin body? Yeah that too. That girl is bullied and she is called a wh*re and a b*tch.Even stupid only because she is blonde. She thinks shes ugly and is called it on a daily basis no one looks at her or cares. They say she lies and she can't be trusted. They tell her they cant be friends cause she vents to much. She isn’t supposed to care, but no one sees her pain. Her blue eyes are clear as day. Only after she cries. There like that allot. She doesn’t feel pretty without make-up and every word hurts her. She has crushes one at a time. She cares about her friends. She has no one to go to. She has blonde curly hair. It hides her face when she cries. She has blue eyes ones that are normally cloudy. They’re clear and hold her secrets. She has a thin body. She cant help it she doesn’t gain allot. Shes not so different anymore is she? Yeah i didn’t think so. Well as you probably guessed that girl is me. And that is my story.