youvecomeuponamistake

hi nobody will probably read this but whatever.
im not saying my name
but im a mistake. I was never meant to be born. to be honest, i shouldn't even be living on this earth. I do nothing but make people sad, and angry all the time. I try SO HARD to make people happy. I'm so nice to everyone I see, and I get nothing but hate in return. I've been bullied since fourth grade, and im in ninth grade now, and im still getting bullied, every single day. im hated by everyone. i have no "friends." i have no family. (that care about me.) i get told that im useless, a bi tch, cu nt, stupid, dumb, sl ut, as shole, not good enough, worthless. and the list goes on and on. i get called these even by my family. ive spent my whole life unhappy. i didnt even have a happy childhood, to be honest with you. I had a horrible childhood. and i have a horrible life now. for years ive been told, "oh things will get better." but no, frankly they havent. and they never will. all i want in life is to be happy. thats all i want, but thats never going to happen. I have nothing. I AM NOTHING. i never will be anything. i wasnt even suppose to be born, i was a mistake, and i still am a mistake. im mistreated, ,misunderstood, and so much more. i just should die. nobody would care, and neither would any of you. maybe i should be dead.