zebraspotz4

Status: Holding on by letting go<3
Joined: March 26, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 286893
Location: California
Gender: F


Veronica | 14 | Recovering

This quote/photo above pretty much describes me in a nutshell. Im terrible at these "about me" things but honestly, if you want to know more about me just ask.

I used to cut, purge, and starve myself. It got to the point where i was almost anorexic. In October (on my birthday) i made a quote so i would stop cutting (1 fav-1 day) Im so proud to say its been almost 4 months. Its been harder than anything ive ever done before, but im getting by. I am recovering.

Please please please come to me if you need anything. Im always willing to help. I will stay up all night with you and not stop until you have the help you need. When i was going through hell, there was no one there for me except Witty. Im determinded to never let that happen to anyone else.

Ok i think thats pretty much it...dont forget to click that follow button before you go! Oh and if you've read this far i have one last piece of advice for you: cats solve everything. well...im not sure if thats true...but i love cats. Meow. 

"Sometimes people are beautiful, not in looks, not in what they say, just in what they are."
-Markus Zusak

Quotes by zebraspotz4

For every Fave i'll do one of these:

1) Dear Boyfriend/Dear Crush
2) Dear Best Friend
3) Dear Mom
4) Dear Person I Wanna Be
5) Dear Myself
6) Dear person i cant standpe here


 


everybody always talks about having this "Witty Best Friend" 

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someone they can talk to, skype with, add on Facebook, follow on Twitter


even call and text them.


Someone who actually understands what they're going through, and wants to help.


Thats really all i need right now...but looks like its not going to happen anytime soon...

 


 



Ten people.

Ten totally random strangers.

thats all it ever took.

I cried today. 

Literally bawled because just when i felt as alone and lost as ever

I went onto my profile.

10 comments. Thats it. Such an igsignificant number.

But finally seeing that i actually mattered...its just so amazing. 
 











And those who were seen dacing were thought to be insiane by those who could not hear the music
-Nietzsche
  t h i s  i s  a  p l a c e  

  w h e r e  i  d o n t  f e e l

 a l o n e...



t h i s  i s  a  p l a c e

  t h a t  i  c a l l  m y 

 h o m e ♥






www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Q-TWgfHmNo


















sick and tired of being sick and tired
This doesn't make me beautiful...

Ive cut my wrist, some times before.
but no one turns when I walk through the door-or-or
cause I use makeup, to cover up.
wearing bracelets on my wrist ain't enough-ough-oough
nobody else in the room can see it.
nobody else but me.
i used to light up the world like nobody else
now in a nervous wreck getting overwhelmed 
i don't smile all the time cause I can finally tell 
this doesn't make-ake-ake 
this doesn't make me beautiful 
if only they saw what I could see
Maybe I wouldnt cry out just so desperately
right now in looking for a way out but all I can see
is that This-is-is
this doesn't make me beautiful
so why-y-y why can't I stop at all?
And some nights I wish this could all just end

Cause I can use some friends for a change...
Sometimes I wish if I left Witty for a short (or long) period of time that when I came back I'd have a bunch of notifications about everyone saying how much they missed me.. Just show that someone out there looks to me and my quotes for some sort of guidance... 






That someone actually cares 
 

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