Quotes added on Monday, March 29 2004

i'm sitting here watchinng these people IM me thinking that for some bazare reason, i will be IMing them back...wow if ur one of these people let me let u iin on a lil secrect, if i wanted to talk to u and respond to your message then i wouldn't have an away message up right now!

started out as friends
we grew to be much more
when my world got dark
and fell apart
you'd lift me off the floor
the times we laughed
and the memories shared
was when I knew you really cared
but now it's different
that's in the past
I actually thought this was gonna last
you'll never know what you meant to me
but I guess this was never meant to be

I keep thinkin about
all the times that we had
the good and the bad
you helped me through
I guess things change
can't expect them to stay the same
now look at me what am I left to do

i am away

did you fall from the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down?!?



-N0t 0rignal..take n claim fer all i care!-

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my friends boifriend. . .take it if you want

Scared

When toes curl
When hands sweat
When eyes twitch
When you're not set
Scared of people making fun
Scared of summer being done
Scared of new
Scared of old
Scared of always being told
What to do and who to see
Do you agree?
Are you scared like me?


This is about school starting up again at the end of summer...arrgh I don't even want to think about it.
From the book, "The Files of Madison Finn."

Misty
My name is Misty I am but three
My eyes are swolleen I cannot see
I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns
I must do right I can't do wrong or else I'm locked up all day long
When I wake up I'm all alone the house is dark
my folks aren't home
Im really just an expensive joke no more no less then speed or coke
Be quiet now! I hear the car my dad is back from Charlie's Bar
I hear him curse my name he calls I squeeze myself against the wall
on my bed its too late his face is twisted into hate
I feel the pain again and again
Oh dear God please let it end
My name is Misty I am but three last night my father murdered me....

Close to the door
he paused to stand
as he took his class ring
off of her hand
all who were watching
did not speak
as a silent tear
ran down his cheek
and through his mind
the memories ran
of the moments they walked
and laughed in the sand
but now her eyes were so terribly cold for he would never again
have her to hold
they watched in silence
as he bent near
and whispered the words...
"I LOVE YOU" in her ear
he touched her face
and started to cry
as he put his ring on and wanted to die
as the wind began to blow
they lowered her casket
into the snow...
this is what happens
to man alive...
when friends let friends...